"You must not say that any more now," she said, with a smile. "You must
consider the young lady you have chosen as perfection in all things. And
this is a small matter. If auntie is difficult to persuade, and should
protest, and so forth, what she says will not hurt me, whereas it might
hurt you very sorely. And now you will tell me all about the young lady,
for I must have my hands full of arguments when I go to your mother."
And so this Court of Inquiry was formed, with one witness not altogether
unprejudiced in giving his evidence, and with a judge ready to become
the accomplice of the witness at any point. Somehow Macleod avoided
speaking of Gertrude White's appearance. Janet was rather a plain woman,
despite those tender Celtic eyes. He spoke rather of her filial duty and
her sisterly affection; he minutely described her qualities as a
house-mistress; and he was enthusiastic about the heroism she had shown
in determining to throw aside the glittering triumphs of her calling to
live a simpler and wholesomer life. That passage in the career of Miss
Gertrude White somewhat puzzled Janet Macleod. If it were the case that
the ambitions and jealousies and simulated emotions of a life devoted to
art had a demoralizing and degrading effect on the character, why had
not the young lady made the discovery a little earlier? What was the
reason of her very sudden conversion? It was no doubt very noble on her
part, if she really were convinced that this continual stirring up of
sentiment without leading to practical issues had an unwholesome
influence on her woman's nature, to voluntarily surrender all the
intoxication of success, with its praises and flatteries. But why was
the change in her opinion so sudden? According to Macleod's own account,
Miss Gertrude White, when he first went up to London, was wholly given
over to the ambition of succeeding in her profession. She was then the
"white slave." She made no protest against the repeatedly announced
theories of her father to the effect that an artist ceased to live for
himself or herself, and became merely a medium for the expression of the
emotions of others. Perhaps the gentle cousin Janet would have had a
clearer view of the whole case if she had known that Miss Gertrude
White's awakening doubts as to the wholesomeness of simulated emotions
on the human soul were strictly coincident in point of time with her
conviction that at any moment she pleased she might call herself Lady
Macleod.
With all the art he knew he described the beautiful small courtesies and
tender ways of the little household at Rose Bank; and he made it appear
that this young lady, brought up amidst the sweet observances of the
South, was making an enormous sacrifice in offering to brave, for his
sake, the transference to the harder and harsher ways of the North.
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