That still dream of Regent's Park in sunlight and snow he carried about
with him as a vision--a picture--even amidst the blustering westerly
winds, and the riven seas that sprung over the rocks and swelled and
roared away into the caves of Gribun and Bourg. There was no snow as yet
up here at Dare, but wild tempests shaking the house to its foundations,
and brief gleams of stormy sunlight lighting up the gray spindrift as it
was whirled shoreward from the breaking seas; and then days of slow and
mournful rain, with Staffa, and Lunga, and the Dutchman become mere dull
patches of blurred purple--when they were visible at all--on the
leaden-hued and coldly rushing Atlantic.
"I have passed through the gates of the Palace of Art," she wrote, two
days later, from the calmer and sunnier South; "and I have entered its
mysterious halls, and I have breathed for a time the hushed atmosphere
of wonderland. Do you remember meeting a Mr. Lemuel at any time at Mrs.
Ross's--a man with a strange, gray, tired face, and large, wan, blue
eyes, and an air as if he were walking in a dream? Perhaps not; but, at
all events, he is a great painter, who never exhibits to the vulgar
crowd, but who is worshipped by a select circle of devotees; and his
house is a temple dedicated to high art, and only profound believers are
allowed to cross the threshold. Oh dear me! I am not a believer; but how
can I help that? Mr. Lemuel is a friend of papa's, however; they have
mysterious talks over milk-jugs of colored stone, and small pictures
with gilt skies, and angels in red and blue. Well, yesterday he called
on papa, and requested his permission to ask me to sit--or, rather,
stand--for the heroine of his next great work, which is to be an
allegorical one, taken from the 'Faery Queen' or the 'Morte d'Arthur,'
or some such book. I protested; it was no use. 'Good gracious, papa,' I
said, 'do you know what he will make of me? He will give me a dirty
brown face, and I shall wear a dirty green dress; and no doubt I shall
be standing beside a pool of dirty blue water, with a purple sky
overhead, and a white moon in it. The chances are he will dislocate my
neck, and give me gaunt cheeks like a corpse, with a serpent under my
foot, or a flaming dragon stretching his jaws behind my back.' Papa was
deeply shocked at my levity. Was it for me, an artist (bless the mark!),
to baulk the high aims of art? Besides it was vaguely hinted that, to
reward me, certain afternoon-parties were to be got up; and then, when I
had got out of Merlin-land, and assured myself I was human by eating
lunch, I was to meet a goodly company of distinguished folk--great
poets, and one or two more mystic painters, a dilettante duke, and the
nameless crowd of worshippers who would come to sit at the feet of all
these, and sigh adoringly, and shake their heads over the Philistinism
of English society. I don't care for ugly mediaeval maidens myself, nor
for allegorical serpents, nor for bloodless men with hollow cheeks,
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