"I will not touch that Ogilvie," said he, "for I have not much mastery
over myself. I am going away now--I am going back now to the
Highlands--oh! you do not know what I have become since I met that
woman--a coward and a liar! They wouldn't have you sit down at the
mess-table, Ogilvie, if you were that, would they? I dare not stay in
London now. I must run away now--like a hare that is hunted. It would
not be good for her or for me that I should stay any longer in London."
He rose and held out his hand; there was a curious glazed look on his
eyes. Ogilvie pressed him back into the chair again.
"You are not going out in this condition, Macleod?--you don't know what
you are doing! Come now, let us be reasonable; let us talk over the
thing like men. And I must say, first of all, that I am heartily glad of
it, for your sake. It will be a hard twist at first; but, bless you!
lots of fellows have had to fight through the same thing, and they come
up smiling after it, and you would scarcely know the difference. Don't
imagine I am surprised--oh no. I never did believe in that young woman;
I thought she was a deuced sight too clever; and when she used to go
about humbugging this one and the other with her innocent airs, I said
to myself, 'Oh, it's all very well: but _you_ know what you are about.'
Of course there was no use talking to you. I believe at one time Mrs.
Ross was considering the point whether she ought not to give you a
hint--seeing that you had met Miss White first at her house--that the
young lady was rather clever at flirtation, and that you ought to keep a
sharp lookout. But then you would only have blazed up in anger. It was
no use talking to you. And then, after all, I said that if you were so
bent on marrying her, the chances were that you would have no
difficulty, for I thought the bribe of her being called Lady Macleod
would be enough for any actress. As for this man Lemuel, no doubt he is
a very great man, as people say; but I don't know much about these
things myself; and--and--I think it is very plucky of Mrs. Ross to cut
off two of her lions at one stroke. It shows she must have taken an
uncommon liking for you. So you must cheer up, Macleod. If woman take a
fancy to you like that, you'll easily get a better wife than Miss White
would have made. Mind you, I don't go back from anything I ever said of
her. She is a handsome woman, and no mistake; and I will say that she is
the best waltzer that I ever met with in the whole course of my
life--without exception. But she's the sort of woman who, if I married
her, would want some looking after--I mean, that is my impression. The
fact is, Macleod, away there in Mull you have been brought up too much
on books and your own imagination. You were ready to believe any pretty
woman, with soft English ways, an angel. Well, you have had a twister;
but you'll come through it; and you will get to believe, after all, that
women are very good creatures just as men are very good creatures, when
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