"I know what the old Macleods of Dare would have done," said Hamish,
proudly, "before they let this shame come on them. And you, Sir
Keith--you are a Macleod, too; ay, and the bravest lad that ever was
born in Castle Dare! And you will not suffer this thing any longer, Sir
Keith; for it is a sore heart I have from the morning till the night;
and it is only a serving-man that I am; but sometimes when I will see
you going about--and nothing now cared for, but a great trouble on your
face--oh, then I say to myself, 'Hamish, you are an old man, and you
have not long to live; but before you die you will teach the fine
English madam what it is to bring a shame on Sir Keith Macleod!'"
"Ah, well, good-night-now, Hamish; I am tired," he said; and the old man
slowly left.
He was tired--if one might judge by the haggard cheeks and the heavy
eyes; but he did not go to sleep. He did not even go to bed. He spent
the livelong night, as he had spent too many lately, in nervously pacing
to and fro within this hushed chamber; or seated with his arms on the
table, and the aching head resting on the clasped hands. And again
those wild visions came to torture him--the product of a sick heart and
a bewildered brain; only now there was a new element introduced. This
mad project of Hamish's at which he would have laughed in a saner mood,
began to intertwist itself with all these passionate longings and these
troubled dreams of what might yet be possible to him on earth; and
wherever he turned it was suggested to him; and whatever was the craving
and desire of the moment, this, and this only, was the way to reach it.
For if one were mad with pain, and determined to crush the white adder
that had stung one, what better way than to seize the hateful thing and
cage it so that it should do no more harm among the sons of men? Or if
one were mad because of the love of a beautiful white Princess--and she
far away, and dressed in bridal robes: what better way than to take her
hand and say, "Quick, quick, to the shore! For the summer seas are
waiting for you, and there is a home for the bride far away in the
North?" Or if it was only one wild, despairing effort--one last means of
trying--to bring her heart back again? Or if there was but the one
fierce, captured kiss of those lips no longer laughing at all? Men had
ventured more for far less reward, surely? And what remained to him in
life but this? There was at least the splendid joy of daring and action!
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