Mad: A Story of Dust and AshesFenn, George Manville
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Mad: A Story of Dust and Ashes
Fenn, George Manville
Fiction
Always at the call of the poor of his district, the Reverend Arthur
Sterne sighed as, slowly descending towards the court, he tried to drive
away the words that seemed to ring in his ears; but in vain, for the
next moment he was muttering them once more; and the thought came upon
him that, for many months past, he had been gazing at the Hardon family
through a pleasant medium--a softening mist, glowing with bright
colours, but now swept away by one rude blast, so that he looked upon
this scene of life in all its rugged truthfulness. He told himself that
the mist had once opened to afford him a glimpse, while again and again
he smiled at the folly which had led him to expect romance in a London
court. The pleasant outlines and softened distance, toned down by the
light mists, were gone now, and he gazed upon nothing but the cold, bare
reality. It was strange; but he did not ask himself whether the bitter
blast might not have brought with it some murky, distorted cloud, whose
shade had been cast athwart the picture upon which, he now woke to the
fact, he had dearly loved to gaze; and still muttering to himself, he
slowly went down step by step.
"So young, so pure-looking! But who could wonder, living in this
atmosphere of misery? But what is it to me?" he cried angrily; for
strange thoughts and fancies came upon him, and his mind was whispering
of a wild tale. The thoughts of the past, too, came--of the happy days
when, in early manhood, he had loved one as fair and bright--one whom
another bridegroom had claimed, as having been betrothed to him from her
birth. The cold earth had been her nuptial-bed, and he, the lover,
became the gloomy retired student until his appointment to a city
curacy, and the devotion of his life to the sorrows of the poor. But
again he bit his lip angrily, at making the comparison between the dead
and the living. What connection was there between them, and of what had
he been dreaming? What indeed! After years upon years of floating down
life's stream,--a calm and sad, but placid journey, unruffled but by the
sorrows of others,--he now awoke to the fact that unwittingly he had
halted by a pleasant spot, where he had been loitering and dreaming of
something undefined--something fraught with memories of the past; and
now he had been rudely awakened and recalled to the duties he had
chosen.
He passed into the court, and stood for a few moments gazing at where
there was a cellar opened, with half a score of children collected to
drop themselves or their toys down; while, being a fresh arrival upon
the scene, a cluster of the little ones began to get beneath his feet,
and run against him, or give themselves that pleasant cramp known as "a
crick in the neck," by staring up in his face; but he freed himself from
his visitors by hastily entering the opposite house.
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