Mad: A Story of Dust and AshesFenn, George Manville
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Mad: A Story of Dust and Ashes
Fenn, George Manville
Fiction
Now as he hurried on he would meet some policeman, who turned to watch
him; now it would be some drunken reveller, or a wretched homeless being
just started from some corner where he had been sleeping, and compelled
to wander the streets till daybreak; but ever and again he would
encounter the flauntingly--dressed outcast humming the snatch of a
popular air with a wretched attempt at gaiety, which lasted till she had
passed, and then almost broke into a wail. But he managed that they
should always meet face to face beneath some gas-lamp, when he would
sigh and pass on, for not one that he met during his search was the
woman of the Lane.
Mrs Jarker did not know her name, nor yet where she lodged; but the
little girl was to be called Agnes. That was all the information the
curate could obtain; and at times he would frown, bite his lips, and
give up the search, but only to take it up once again for what he always
told himself was the last time. Then he would play the hypocrite, and
tell himself that his motives were unselfish; that to marry a girl in
Lucy's position of life would be folly--absurd: he was only anxious for
her well-being and future life.
But these fits lasted only for a short time, and then, smiling bitterly,
he would, as upon this night, betake himself to the search once more.
And yet it was not on his account she came not to Bennett's-rents, for
Agnes Hardon knew not of his quest; she had other reasons, though the
visits to her child and Lucy were the only bright spots in her wretched
life. Lucy heard from her from time to time through old Matt, who bore
her notes always under protest, but still obediently, though Lucy was
the only one who knew the poor creature's secret, and she dared not make
it known to Septimus lest he should forbid their meetings; for,
abandoned by all, hopeless, and in misery, Agnes Hardon clung to her
connection with Lucy as the only hope left on earth for self and child.
Her appeals to Somesham remaining unanswered, she had ceased to send,
and, removing from lodging to lodging, any attempt upon Mrs Hardon's
part to find her would have been vain. She had shrunk from the keen
searching glances of the curate when they had met, seeing in everyone
now an enemy whose object was to break her intimacy with Lucy, whom she,
therefore, saw only by stealth. Her heart bled for the misery of the
family, for she learned all from time to time at their meetings; while,
knowing full well that there was a will made, to which she had signed
her name as witness, yet could she not declare her knowledge, from a
shrewd suspicion that the doctor had made away with it, and she told
herself that she had already brought sorrow and shame enough upon her
home.
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