Mad: A Story of Dust and AshesFenn, George Manville
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Mad: A Story of Dust and Ashes
Fenn, George Manville
Fiction
"To be sure--exactly, sir; and there have been lots of lamps go out
here. They won't trim them, or forget to trim them, and tell themselves
they're only sparing the poor creatures misery, while no one dares to
speak about it. Talk of death, sir, they think no more of it here, sir,
than one does of snuffing out a candle. You see, decent women won't
come to a place like this to do the work these nurses do. It's only to
be done for money or love. Now it's done for money, and while it's done
for money it can only be done by hard, heartless, drinking creatures
who've got women's shapes and devils' hearts, sir. But the doctors are
all right, sir, only that they don't see all we poor patients see. If
skill and doctoring will put me right, sir, I shall be put right, sir.
But I'm scared about it sometimes, and half afraid that some of those
beauties will weight the wrong scale so heavily that the doctors won't
pull me square. Sick man's fancies, sir, eh? Wanderings, ain't they?"
Septimus Hardon knew not what to say, but whispered such comfort as he
could.
"Something ought to be done, you know," said the old man feebly; "but
don't hint a word of what I've said, sir, to a soul--please don't," he
said pitifully. "You see that all these goings on prey upon a poor
fellow's mind; and if he isn't low-spirited lying in a hospital-ward,
when is he likely to be? One wants sympathy and comfort, sir, and to
feel that there's someone belonging to you who cares for you, and is
ready to smooth your pillow, and lay a cold hand upon your hot forehead,
and say `God bless you!' and I've no one, no one;" and the old man's
voice grew weak and quavering.
"Come, come," whispered Septimus, "take heart, Matt; we'll come as often
as they will let us. And you are getting better; see how you have
chatted. You are only low now from the reaction. Try and rest a bit,
and get rid of some of these fancies."
Old Matt's eyes turned angrily upon his visitor as he exclaimed, "I tell
you they are not fancies, sir, but truth. I wouldn't have come if I'd
known, for I've seen men drink, and women drink; but never anyone like
these she-wolves. Would you trust anyone you loved to the care of a
woman who drank, sir?"
"No!"
"They say they must have support, and I suppose they must; but it's
hard, hard, hard!" groaned the old man, and he shut his eyes, seeking
out the hand of his visitor, and holding it tightly, until, by the rules
of the place, he was obliged to leave.
Volume Two, Chapter XIII.
MR JARKER IS "A BIT ODD."
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