Mad: A Story of Dust and AshesFenn, George Manville
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Mad: A Story of Dust and Ashes
Fenn, George Manville
Fiction
The woman screwed her lips up very tightly as she said she hoped he
might, but Septimus thought of the expiring lamp and its supply of oil;
and it was little of his own affairs, and the possibility of there being
an entry locked in the old man's clouded memory, that he thought of as
he stammered, "Pray do all you can for him. I am sorry I can offer you
no more."
"Bless you, sir, you needn't even have done that. If it had been a
guinea, it would have been all the same, and I shouldn't have thought a
bit the better of you. We have a painful duty to perform here, sir, and
it's an unthankful task, for there's no gratitude from the patients; but
when a friend or relative makes one a little offering, why, setting
aside the value, sir, it does seem to make things better, and to sweeten
the toil. We never do expect any praise; while as to some of the tales
the patients make up, you'd be surprised. Poor things! you see, their
minds wander a bit, and they always seem to take a dislike to those who
are like mothers to them. But there, sir, I always says to myself, I
says, it's no use to take any notice of the poor things' whims, so long
as we know we do our duty by them."
"I suppose," said Septimus, "their complaints weaken their intellects a
good deal?"
"Wonderfully, I do assure you, sir. Now I shouldn't be a bit surprised
if that poor gentleman, your friend, has been telling you all sorts of
things?"
Septimus did not believe all that Matt had said, but he evaded the
question.
"You'd be surprised, sir, if you only knew one-half the tales they make
up, sir. There, I can't help it, sir; I laugh, I do, when I think of
them; for we must be able to eat and drink like bore-constructors, sir,
to manage a quarter of what they says. They say we eat their chicking
and jelly, and drink their wine, and gin, and fancy things the doctors
order for them. Some even goes further than that; but then the doctors
know what people are in such a state, and don't take any notice of
them."
"`Mrs Hardon; medicine and attendance.' I wonder whether it's true, or
only a sick man's fancy?" muttered Septimus aloud, as he went down the
steps, and stood once more in the open air, feeling as though a weight
had been raised from his spirits. "Poor creatures, poor creatures! left
to the tender mercies of those women, and often neglected and left to
die."
"No, no, no! pray don't say so," sobbed a voice at his elbow. "It's bad
enough, I know; but not so bad as that, please!" And then a burst of
sobs choked the speaker's utterance.
Septimus started, for the voice seemed familiar, and he saw beside him a
tall, well-dressed female, with a thick wool-veil drawn down over her
face, so that he could not distinguish her features.
"I knew you again, Mr--Mr--Mr--you did tell me your name, but I've
forgotten it; and I asked him, and he said--but dear, dear," she sobbed,
"can you see that I have been crying? And have you been in that
dreadful place?"
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