Mad: A Story of Dust and AshesFenn, George Manville
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Mad: A Story of Dust and Ashes
Fenn, George Manville
Fiction
hieroglyphics it contained. "No," he said, after a long inspection; "I
have read a good deal, and taken some copy in my time, but I never
thought I should live to write stuff I couldn't read myself. There,
it's of no use; it'll come some day." And he closed his eyes, and
leaned his head upon his hand; for his brain seemed weary and restless
with his long and painful illness.
A morning or two after, the old man was again seated at his bedside,
trying to amuse himself with a book; but with little success, for his
eyes were weak.
"I shall let well alone," growled the old man; "and if they want to
operate, they may cut and carve someone else. I shall do for the few
years I have to live; but they might find a poor fellow a scrap of
snuff, hang 'em!"
"Here, you Number 19, into bed with you directly!"
"Why, I'm only just up," grumbled Matt, who was the said number.
"Never mind, old fellow," said the speaker; "be smart, for they will be
after you directly."
Old Matt shivered and trembled, and his lips moved as he slowly returned
to his bed, and there lay waiting. He had almost determined to be
content, and bear his burden to the grave; for, said he, "I can't live
much longer." But then he thought of the wondrous skill and care of
those in whose hands he would be, and of the rest that would afterwards
be his were his life spared.
"I won't turn coward now," he muttered, letting his eyes rest upon some
flowers in a window near his bed, and gazing at them in a strange
earnest way,--"No, I won't turn coward, not even if they kill me. But
that's hard to think of, that is. Mine has been a rough life, and I've
put up with a deal; but I never tired of it--not to say thoroughly tired
of it, though I've been very near more than once; and I should like to
keep grinding on for a long time yet. Life's sweet, somehow, when
you've got friends, and I seem to have found 'em at last. I should have
liked to have helped him out with that entry, though. Where did I see
it?"
The old man paused thoughtfully, and kept passing his hand across his
dew-wet forehead; but the memory was still defective, and he sighed
wearily: "Why didn't I begin sooner, or make him begin? Ah, that's it--
that's it! why don't we begin hundreds of things sooner, and not leave
them till it's too late!"
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