Mad: A Story of Dust and AshesFenn, George Manville
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Mad: A Story of Dust and Ashes
Fenn, George Manville
Fiction
"In that ruffian's room--there of all places in the world!" doubt
whispered to him; at a time, too, when their chance meetings had been
attended by a cold reserve on Lucy's part--a reserve which his doubting
heart misinterpreted; for he could not in his blindness see the cost at
which it was maintained. And yet this reserve had pleased him while it
pained, for he at times acknowledged the interest he took in her
welfare. But it mattered not, he said, for his desire was but to try
and save her from evil, nothing more; and the oftener he listened to
these delusive whisperings the stronger grew a voice within, telling him
that his reasoning was false, and that he was forgetting duty,
position--all, in a love for one who grew colder and more distant at
every meeting. Wearily, though, he kept on building up a wall between
them--a wall built upon the sand. Stone by stone he laid, telling
himself that it was for duty's sake, as he toiled on helplessly at his
self-imposed task. True, he might have satisfied himself of the motive
for Lucy's actions, which to him wore a blurred and strange aspect; but
to others her name seemed a sealed book, one which he shrank from
opening, lest he should at the same time reveal the secret of his own
heart.
And now he stood at the door of that beggarly room, where was the bed
over which he had so lately bent to whisper comfort to the suffering
woman, or knelt by its side to ask mercy for the poor sufferer and a
blessing on the helpless child. There was the same bare look of misery
in the wretched place; but as the sun streamed through the great leaden
lattice, all seemed glorified and brightened by the presence there.
Unseen he gazed on, while the glow of orange light flooded the room, and
played round the graceful form of Lucy, as, starting again, she was
pursued by the laughing child, varying her attitude each moment as she
eluded its grasp.
Suddenly the child struck itself sharply against a chair, and broke into
a whimpering cry; but the caressing arms, the words of endearment, and
the loving kiss soothed the pain instantly, and a smile came over the
sunny face once more; when Lucy stood as if transfixed, the merry light
faded from her eyes, the smile from her lip, and then the blood flushed
to her temples, but only to retreat and leave her deadly pale, for in an
instant the wall so laboriously built up, and at so great a cost in
suffering, was swept down by the flood of passion. Arthur Sterne knew
that the battle had been in vain, and that he was but man; while doubt,
everything, was cast to the winds as he was by her side, her hands
clasped in his, telling her of his beaten-down love, his hopes, his
fears,--all, all in the impassioned burst of words raised by the tempest
of a strong man's love; for the sandy foundation was undermined, and the
last trace of the barrier swept away.
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