Mad: A Story of Dust and AshesFenn, George Manville
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Mad: A Story of Dust and Ashes
Fenn, George Manville
Fiction
The curate turned thoughtfully up the court, and began his round of
visits, listening to complaints here, supplications there, but finding
nowhere rest. He went thoughtfully through his round of duties that
day, hearing and speaking mechanically, for always before his eyes there
was the light, graceful form of Lucy, followed by the hound-like Jarker,
and as he thought the lines grew deeper and deeper in his forehead. He
listened to Mrs Sims' praises of the child--praises delivered in a
lachrymose tone, as a strong odour of rum pervaded the place. He
listened to _ma mere's_ complaints of Jean, and felt an insinuation
against her fellow-lodger's fair fame stab him as it were to the heart;
while surprised he gazed upon the fury with which the son turned upon
his mother; and then descending, his task nearly done, the curate sat by
the bedside of Mrs Hardon.
There stood the sewing-machine in the next room; there was the chair in
which Lucy had been so lately seated, and where even now he could
picture her form. But, silent and abstracted, he listened for the
twentieth time to the story of the murmuring woman's troubles, and what
she had suffered since they had been in town. He listened, but he was
asking himself the while whether Lucy merited the love he would pour at
her feet--asking himself whether it was possible for a pure, fair,
spotless lily to bloom amidst the pollution around. Still, too, came
the remembrance of the words of the old Frenchwoman--"Our beauty, some
of us." Once admitting doubt to his breast, the strange thoughts teemed
in, bringing up the woman he had seen and tracked in vain, and above all
the low ruffian whom he had seen dogging the fair girl's footsteps but
that very day, when love had whispered, "Follow!" and pride cried, "Nay,
stand aloof!" for he recalled their last interview. Then, again, he
asked himself how dared he believe words that slurred her fair fame,
when his conscience whispered to him that they were like their source--
vile; but, surrounded as he was by vice and misery, might he not well
wonder whether Lucy's fair face spoke truth in its candour-tinged
aspect, or was like the hundreds he encountered in his daily walks--fair
to view, but with a canker within?
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