Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction
He did the only thing a man could do, and that was to take her face
between his two hands and kiss her.
“Little wife, no secrets from me. Let us begin life so; we shall never
regret it.”
She closed her eyes, and, putting her hands upon his shoulders, hung her
head a little.
“It was foolish of me, dear. I have been so happy, and sometimes when
one has been very happy—”
“The tears come, little wife.”
“I have never been very happy till now, John. And just now it came into
my heart so suddenly—”
She faltered, and he stood looking down at her as he held her in his
arms.
“Barbara—wife, you felt lonely.”
She darted up a look at him as though surprised that he should know.
“How do I know, child? Because I had something of the same feeling
myself. What a pair of fond fools, eh! No, it is something deeper and
more sacred than that.”
“Yes, John, I know. But do you think—”
“I think a great many things, Barbe.”
“Yes; but that I shall make you happy, that I can fill your life for
you?”
He took her unloosed hair, and put it back from off her forehead.
Perhaps he was learning the familiar truth that no being can be more
fiercely conscientious and self-critical than a good woman newly
married. Fevers of doubt and of introspection rise in her. The surrender
is so final, so utter, and the future seems so precious.
“Barbe, we have been married not quite a day. Yes—yes—I know. It is
the sweet, brave heart in you that is blind to its own worth. Little
wife, look in my eyes and see if you see any shadows there.”
She looked and smiled.
“No, John.”
“Then never look for them, dear heart. One’s imagination may create
curses. Always speak out; never think in. If I ever hurt you—yet God
forbid—tell me so; that can be mended.”
She felt for his hands and held them.
“I will try always not to think of myself, John.”
“Then you will be a very foolish woman, dear, and I shall have to do the
thinking for you.”
“And you will take me to Thorn to-day?”
He looked at her gravely.
“You wish that?”
“I wish it.”
It was still early when John Gore brought the horses to the gate after
breakfast and lifted Barbara into her saddle. She wore a plain black
riding-habit that morning, a black beaver with a black plume curled
round the brim, and a collar of white lace about her throat. The life at
Furze Farm had tinted her skin with a brown, pearly haze. She was never
a girl for much color, but her lips were red and generous, and her
figure more rich in womanliness than of yore.
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