Madam Constantia : $b The romance of a prisoner of war in the revolution (South Carolina)Carter, Jefferson
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Madam Constantia : $b The romance of a prisoner of war in the revolution (South Carolina)
Carter, Jefferson
South Carolina -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction
The girl did not say a word. She sat somewhat apart wrapped in a cloak
and leaning forward. Her elbow rested on her knee, her chin on her hand,
her eyes were fixed on the fire. The pose was one of utter weariness and
dejection, but it was so natural, so unforced that she might have been
sitting in the room alone. She seemed to be unconscious not only of my
presence but of the presence of the men. And they, rough and desperate
as they were, stood evidently in awe of her. As they moved to and fro
about their cooking they passed close to her, and at times they swore.
But I could see that their ease was assumed. Her personality, her tragic
position, the respect in which women are held in the southern colonies,
were as a wall about her—for the present.
And what was she thinking, I wondered, as she sat, apparently as
heedless of me, as of the men who rubbed elbows with her? Was she
thinking only of her father and his peril, and of the chance which her
passing weakness had come so near to forfeiting? Was she weighing that
chance between hope and fear, and with no thought except of him who lay
in the prison house opposite the tavern at Winnsboro’? Or was she
dreaming of me as well as of her father? Thinking of me with pity, with
gratitude, with—love? Had I built the bridge? Had I crossed the gulf?
I could not say, seeing her so still, so remote, so passionless. At any
rate I could not be sure. The whole width of the hearth divided us, and
she sat with her face turned from me. Not a glance of her veiled eyes
sped my way, and apparently she was not conscious of my presence. So
that by and by that of which I had been confident a little earlier began
to seem doubtful, a dream, a mere delusion on my part.
And yet it might be true! It might be that I did exist for her, largely,
filling the room, shutting out her view of the men about us, encroaching
even on her sense of her father’s peril. It might be so. At any rate it
was to this question that my whole mind was directed—what was she
thinking of me? What were the thoughts behind that averted face? Was I
still the betrayer of her father? Or—or what was I?
Presently the men began to pour the mess which they had cooked into
rough bowls, and for a time the steam, savoury enough to the senses of a
hungry man, switched off my thoughts. I took note of the room, while I
awaited my turn. The smoke of the drift-wood fire, mingling with the fog
that eddied in from the marshes, hid the roof, but the air below was
tolerably clear. The men had propped their guns against the wall
opposite me and I counted them. There were five. An active man, I
thought, might have cast himself between the arms and their owners, and
snatching a gun might have held off the five—Levi, I knew, was a
white-livered cur. But a crippled man could not do this; nor, as I found
a moment later when one of the men thrust a bowl and a hunch of
corn-bread on my lap, could he with any success cut up tough pork with a
pocket-knife.
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