Madam Constantia : $b The romance of a prisoner of war in the revolution (South Carolina)Carter, Jefferson
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Madam Constantia : $b The romance of a prisoner of war in the revolution (South Carolina)
Carter, Jefferson
South Carolina -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction
Her silence had at least this advantage, that it left me free to
consider her more closely, and I dropped back a horse’s length that I
might do this at my ease. As my eyes rested on her, I do not know
whether my admiration or my wonder were the greater. She must have been
weary to the bone and sick at heart. She must have been racked by
suspense and torn by anxiety. Every nerve in her tender frame must have
ached with pain, every pulse throbbed with fever. Probably, and almost
certainly, she had had to face moments when hope failed her, and she saw
things as they really were; when she tasted the bitterness of the coming
hour and recognized that all her efforts to avert it were in vain.
Yet every line of her figure, the carriage of her head, the forward gaze
of her eyes told but one tale of steadfast purpose. She was no longer a
mere woman, subject to woman’s weakness; but a daughter fighting for her
father’s life. She was love in action, moulded to its purest shape. To
suffer the eye to dwell on the curling lock that stained the white of
her neck, to give a thought to the long lashes that shaded her cheek, to
eye the curve of her chin, or the slender fullness of her figure, seemed
to be at this moment a sacrilege. Her sex had fallen from her, and she
rode as safe in my company as if she had been a man. More, I reflected
that if there were many like her on the rebel side—if there were others
who, daughters of our race, grafted on its virtues the spirit of this
new land, then, I had no doubt of the issue of the unhappy contest in
which we were engaged. In that case the thirteen colonies were as safe
from us and as certainly lost to His Majesty as if they were the six
planets and the seven Pleiades.
Nor in anything, I reflected, was her firmness more plain than in her
treatment of me. She knew what I had done. She knew that she owed her
misery to me. She must hate me in her heart. And doubtless when she had
used me she would cast me aside. But in the meantime and because my help
was needful to her plans, she was content to use me. She was willing to
speak to me, to ride beside me, to breathe the same air with me, she
could bear the sound of my voice and the touch of my hand. She could
constrain herself to stoop even to this, if by any means she might save
the father she loved and whom I had betrayed!
But while she did this, she was as cold as a stone, she made no pretence
of friendship or of amity; and the light was failing, we had ridden ten
miles, passing now a picket-guard, and now a lonely vedette on a
hill-top, and many a sutler’s cart on the road, before she spoke again.
Then as we descended a gorge, following the winding of a mountain stream
that brawled below us amid mosses and alders, and under fern-clad banks,
she asked me if we should reach the ferry on the Wateree by eight.
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