Americans -- France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
Longmore the next day wandered off to the terrace to try and beguile
the restlessness with which he waited for the evening; he wished to see
Madame de Mauves for the last time at the hour of long shadows and
pale reflected amber lights, as he had almost always seen her. Destiny,
however, took no account of this humble plea for poetic justice; it
was appointed him to meet her seated by the great walk under a tree and
alone. The hour made the place almost empty; the day was warm, but as
he took his place beside her a light breeze stirred the leafy edges of
their broad circle of shadow. She looked at him almost with no pretence
of not having believed herself already rid of him, and he at once told
her that he should leave Saint-Germain that evening, but must first bid
her farewell. Her face lighted a moment, he fancied, as he spoke; but
she said nothing, only turning it off to far Paris which lay twinkling
and flashing through hot exhalations. “I’ve a request to make of you,”
he added. “That you think of me as a man who has felt much and claimed
little.”
She drew a long breath which almost suggested pain. “I can’t think of
you as unhappy. That’s impossible. You’ve a life to lead, you’ve duties,
talents, inspirations, interests. I shall hear of your career. And
then,” she pursued after a pause, though as if it had before this quite
been settled between them, “one can’t be unhappy through having a better
opinion of a friend instead of a worse.”
For a moment he failed to understand her. “Do you mean that there can be
varying degrees in my opinion of you?”
She rose and pushed away her chair. “I mean,” she said quickly, “that
it’s better to have done nothing in bitterness--nothing in passion.” And
she began to walk.
Longmore followed her without answering at first. But he took off his
hat and with his pocket-handkerchief wiped his forehead. “Where shall
you go? what shall you do?” he simply asked at last.
“Do? I shall do as I’ve always done--except perhaps that I shall go for
a while to my husband’s old home.”
“I shall go to MY old one. I’ve done with Europe for the present,” the
young man added.
She glanced at him as he walked beside her, after he had spoken these
words, and then bent her eyes for a long time on the ground. But
suddenly, as if aware of her going too far she stopped and put out her
hand. “Good-bye. May you have all the happiness you deserve!”
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