Governesses -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Yes—I don’t know. I guess it would not be so lonely. Oh, it’s terrible
to have grandmother dead!” was Maddy’s response; after which Guy would
have staid if a whole regiment of Mrs. Noahs had confronted him instead
of one.
Maddy wished it; that was reason enough for him; and giving a few
directions to John, he staid, thereby disconcerting the neighboring
women who came in to perform the last offices for the dead, and who
wished the young man from Aikenside was anywhere but there, criticising
all their movements, as they vainly fancied he was. But Guy thought only
of Maddy, watching her so carefully that more than one meaning glance
was exchanged between the women, who, even over the inanimate form of
the dead, spoke together of what might possibly occur, and wondering
what would be the effect on Grandpa Markham and Uncle Joseph. Who would
take care of them? And then, in case Maddy should feel it her duty to
stay there, as they half-hoped she would, they fell to pitying the young
girl, who seemed now so wholly unfitted for the burden.
To Maddy there came no definite thought of the future during the two
days that white, rigid form lay in the cottage; but when, at last, the
deep grave made for Grandma Markham was occupied, and the lounge in the
little front room was empty—when the Aikenside carriage, which had been
sent down for the mourners, had driven away, taking both Guy and Mrs.
Noah—when the neighbors, too, had gone, leaving only herself and the
little girl who had been hired as help sitting by the fire, with the
grandfather and the imbecile Uncle Joseph—then it was that she first
began to feel the pressure of the burden—began to ask herself if she
could live thus always, or at least for as long as either of the two
helpless men were spared. Maddy was young, and the world as she had seen
it was very bright and fair, brighter far than a life of laborious toil,
and for a while the idea that the latter alternative must be accepted
made her dizzy and faint.
As if divining her thoughts, the poor old grandfather, in his prayers
that night, asked in trembling tones, which showed how much he felt what
he was saying, that God would guide his darling in all she did, and give
her wisdom to make the proper decision; that if it were best she might
be happy there with them, but if not, “Oh, Father, Father!” he sobbed,
“help me and Joseph to bear it.” He could pray no more aloud, and the
gray head remained bowed down upon his chair, while Uncle Joseph, in his
crazy way, took up the theme, begging like a very child that Maddy might
be inclined to stay—that no young man with curling hair, a diamond
cross, and smell of musk, might be permitted to come near her with
enticing looks, but that she might stay as she was and die an old maid
forever! This was the substance of Uncle Joseph’s prayer, which set the
little hired girl to tittering, and would have wrung a smile from Maddy
herself had she not felt all the strange petition implied.
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