Governesses -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
In his earnestness he grasped her arm, as if he thus would hold her,
while the tears rained over his wrinkled face. For a moment Maddy made
no response. She had no intention of leaving him, but the burden was
pressing heavily and her tongue refused to move. Maddy then was a
stranger to the religion which was sustaining her grandfather in his
great trouble, but the teachings of her childhood had not been in vain.
She was God’s covenant child. His protecting presence was over and
around her, moving her to the right. New York, with its gay sights; her
school, where in another year she was to graduate; the trip to the
Catskills which Guy had promised Mrs. Agnes, Jessie and herself;
Aikenside, with its luxurious ease—all these must be given up, while,
worse than all the rest, Guy, too, must be given up. He would not come
to Honedale often; the place was not to his taste, and in time he would
cease to care for her as he cared for her now. “Oh, that would be
dreadful!” she groaned aloud, while her thoughts went backward to that
night ride in the snow-storm, and the numberless attentions he had paid
then. She should never ride with him again—never; and Maddy moaned
bitterly, as she began to realize for the first time how much she liked
Guy Remington, and how the giving him up and his society was the hardest
part of all. But Maddy had a brave young heart, and at last, winding her
arms around her grandfather’s neck, she whispered: “I will not leave
you, grandpa. I’ll stay in grandmother’s place.”
Surely Heaven would answer the blessings which the delighted old man
whispered over the young girl, taking so cheerfully the burden from
which many would have shrunk.
With her grandfather’s hand upon her head, Maddy could almost feel that
the blessing was descending; but in her own little room, where she had
lain sick for so many weary weeks, her courage began to give way, and
the burden, magnified tenfold by her nervous weakness, looked heavier
than she could bear. How could she stay there, going through each day
with the same routine of literal drudgery—drudgery which would not end
until the two for whom she made the sacrifice were dead.
“Oh, is there no way to escape, no help?” she moaned, as she tossed from
side to side. “Must my life be wasted here? Surely——”
Maddy did not finish the sentence, for something checked the words of
repining, and she seemed to hear again her grandfather’s voice as it
repeated the promise to those who keep with their whole souls the fifth
commandment.
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