Governesses -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I’ll tell you what is impressed on my mind; this Lucy’s got the
consumption, without any kind of doubt, and if you’ve no objections to a
widower, you may——”
She did not finish the sentence, for Maddy started in horror. To her
there was something murderous in the very idea, and she thrust it
quickly aside. Guy Remington was not for her, she said, and her wish was
to forget him. If she could get through the dreaded to-morrow, she
should do better. There had been a load upon her the whole day, a
nightmare she could not shake off, and she had come to Lucy’s room, in
the hope of leaving her burden there, of praying her pain away. Would
Mrs. Noah leave her awhile, and see that no one came?
The good woman could not refuse, and going out, she left Maddy by the
window, watching the sun as it went down, and then watching the wintry
twilight deepen over the landscape, until all things were blended
together in one great darkness, and Jessie, seeking for her, found her
at last fainting upon the floor.
Maddy was glad of the racking headache which kept her in her bed the
whole of the next day, glad of any excuse to stay away from the family,
talking of Guy, and what was transpiring in England. They had failed to
remember the difference in the longitude of the two places; but Maddy
forgot nothing, and when the clock struck nine she called Mrs. Noah to
her and whispered faintly:
“They were to be married before twelve, you know, so it was over two
hours ago, and Guy is lost forever!”
Mrs. Noah had no consolation to offer, and only pressed the hot,
feverish hands, while Maddy turned her face to the wall, and did not
speak again, except to whisper incoherently, as she half slumbered, half
woke:
“Did Guy think of me, when he promised to love her, and does he, can he
see how miserable I am?”
Maddy was indeed passing through deep waters, and the day and the night
of the fourth of December were the longest, dreariest she ever knew, and
could never be forgotten. Once past, the worst was over, and as the
rarest metal is purified by fire, so Maddy came from the dreadful ordeal
strengthened for what was before her. Both Agnes and Mrs. Noah noticed
the strangely beautiful expression of her face when she came down to the
breakfast room, while Jessie, as she kissed her pale cheek, whispered:
“You look as if you had been with the angels.”
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