All the principal participants in the village commotion were there
except Lot Gordon and Dorothy Fair. Dorothy had not come, in spite of
her father's stern commands, and sterner they had been than any
commands of his to his beloved child before. Dorothy had cowered
before her father, in utter misery and trepidation, after the company
had left that wedding-night, but yielded she had not--only fallen ill
again of that light fever which so easily beset her under stress of
mind.
That Sunday morning, striving to rise and go to meeting as her father
said, and being in truth willing enough, since she had a terrified
longing to see Eugene Hautville in the choir and ascertain if he were
angry or glad, she fell back weak and dizzy on her pillows, and the
doctor was called. Dorothy's fever ran lightly, as all ailments of
hers, whether mental or physical, were wont to do; and yet she had a
delicacy of organization which caused her to be shaken sorely by
slight causes. A butterfly may not have the capacity for despair, but
the touch of a finger can crush it; and had it more capacity, there
would be no butterflies.
It was a full month before Dorothy was able to go out of doors,
and all that time the gossips were cheated out of the sight of
her, and her father was constrained to treat her with a sort of
conscience-stricken tenderness, in spite of her grave fault. Her
mother had never risen from a fever which seemed akin to this; and
Dorothy, in spite of his stern Puritan creed, was yet dearer to him
than that abstraction of her which he deemed her soul.
Looking at the girl, flushed softly with fever, her blue eyes shining
like jewels, as she lay in her white nest, he knew that he loved her
life more fiercely than he judged her sins. He would turn his back
upon her and go out of her chamber, his black height bowed like a
penitent, and down to his study, and wrestle there upon his knees for
hours with that earthly and natural love which he accounted as of the
Tempter, yet might after all have been an angel, and of the Lord. And
when Dorothy came weakly down-stairs at last, with the great black
woman guarding her steps as if she were a baby, he found not in
himself the power of stern counsel and reproof which he had decided
upon when she should have left her chamber.
All the neighbors knew when Dorothy Fair first stepped her foot out
of doors, and told one another suspiciously that she did not look
very sick, and that they guessed she might have come out sooner, and
gone to meeting, had she been so minded.
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