"Jules chose these rooms because they were so much cheaper than the
hotel," Blanche replied simply. "We prepare our own meals, too, and we
save in that way. You know my salary is so much smaller than it used to
be."
Mrs. Tate made no comment, and they went into the other room, where
Jeanne was sleeping in the crib.
"She sleeps nearly all the time," said Blanche, with a faint smile that
seemed to exaggerate the expression of pain and weariness in her face.
"How big she's growing!" Mrs. Tate whispered. "There's certainly nothing
the matter with _her_, the dear little thing, with her fat rosy cheeks.
I'd just like to take her in my arms and hug her."
For several minutes they stood talking about the child; then they left
her with Madeleine and went back to the drawing-room, which Mrs. Tate's
keen eyes discovered was used also as a bedroom. "They must be
economizing with a vengeance," she thought. Blanche closed the door, and
took a seat behind her visitor on the couch.
"Now I want to hear all about it," Mrs. Tate cried. "Something has
happened. What is it?" She took both of Blanche's hands and looked into
her eyes. "What is it?" she repeated.
For a moment they sat looking at each other. Then Blanche bent forward,
buried her head on Mrs. Tate's lap, and burst into tears. Mrs. Tate said
nothing, and allowed the paroxysm to spend itself. Then, gradually, the
story came out.
Jules didn't love her any more, Blanche moaned. He had been cruel to
her, oh, so cruel; he had said such dreadful things! And then there had
been days and days when he scarcely spoke to her or to the little Jeanne
or to Madeleine, and he had grown so strict with them all; he hardly
allowed Madeleine enough to buy the things they needed. And once, he had
said such dreadful things about Jeanne. He didn't love even Jeanne any
more,--poor little Jeanne! He said they would have been better off if
she had never been born. Oh, that had nearly killed her, that he should
have spoken so about Jeanne. She didn't care so much about herself,
though sometimes she wanted to die. One night she had prayed that God
would take her and Jeanne together. Jules had always been so good to her
until--until that woman came, that woman who had taken her place in the
circus. It was that woman who had come between them, with her white
teeth and her mocking laugh. She was making a fool of Jules; she did not
care for him, but she pretended that she did, just to amuse herself.
Jules followed her about everywhere; he even talked of going to America,
because she was to go in a few weeks, when her engagement at the
Hippodrome was over. But Blanche would die; she would throw herself into
the river with Jeanne in her arms rather than go there now. Ah, it had
been so hard for her, alone in a strange country, with no one but
Madeleine to confide in. Madeleine had been so good; but she, too, had
grown afraid of Jules in these last weeks. They scarcely dared to speak
when he was at home, now.
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