"Never mind what the Doctor said. I don't believe he knows anything
about it. You're just a little nervous, that's all. You worry about
little things too much, about Jeanne especially. Why can't you let
Madeleine take care of Jeanne? She knows a good deal more about children
than you do. That's what we pay her for. The child costs us enough,
Heaven knows, and if your salary's going to be cut off, we'll have to be
pretty economical."
For a moment Blanche said nothing; her lips quivered, but she controlled
herself. Jules looked at her narrowly, and said to himself that she was
not half so pretty as she had been; she was growing thinner, and there
were little lines in her face that ought not to be in the face of one so
young as her mother said she was. How weak, how helpless she seemed!
Once the thought of her weakness and ingenuousness had given him
pleasure; now it only made him realize his own superiority.
"Perhaps," she suggested hesitatingly,--"perhaps Mr. Marshall might be
willing to make a new contract. Perhaps he would let me go on with my
performance on the trapeze and the rope--without the dive."
"I've thought of that," Jules replied, rising and going to the closet
for his overcoat. "But it isn't at all likely. He's been advertising
your dive all over London, and it's been his best feature. He'll be
pretty mad when I tell him you're going to give it up. He'll probably
try to make me pay a forfeit for breach of contract."
"For breach of contract!" she repeated blankly. "I--"
"Oh, don't worry about it," said Jules, with a pang of regret for the
pain he had caused her. "I think I can make that all right. I suppose
that old Doctor would write a certificate if I asked him."
He drew on the fur-lined coat, and as he took his gloves from his pocket
he started for the door, without kissing Blanche. Then, at the door,
glancing back, and seeing her standing in the middle of the room with a
look of helpless pain in her face, he turned and walked towards her, and
bent his face to hers.
"There, there, dear, don't worry," he said. "You'll be all right again
in a little while!" At the door he added: "I shall be back in an hour or
two, and tell you what Marshall says."
The hour or two proved to be three hours, and these Blanche passed
chiefly in walking up and down the apartment. She could not keep still;
she felt convinced that something dreadful was going to happen. She
hardly dared even to talk to Jeanne, as if she fancied the child might
divine her misery. She feared that she would be unable to give up her
performance, and she feared she would have to go on with it. If she did
give it up, she had a presentiment that she would pay dear for the
release; if she did not, she knew it would result in her death.
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