Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
But now, Rosalind, I am profoundly certain that you are the loveliest
of women; I have seen you in the costume of your sex, I have seen your
pure, perfectly-rounded shoulders and arms. The upper part of your
breast, which your neckerchief disclosed, can belong only to a young
woman; neither Meleager, the beautiful huntsman, nor the effeminate
Bacchus, with their uncertain figures, had such purity of outline or
such fineness of skin, although they were both made of Parian marble
and polished by the amorous kisses of twenty centuries.--I am no longer
worried in that direction--But that is not all: you are a woman, and
my love is no longer reprehensible; I can give myself up to it without
remorse, and abandon myself to the current that draws me toward you;
however ardent and unruly my passion, it is legitimate and I can avow
it; but you, Rosalind, for whom I have burned in silence and who knew
nothing of the immensity of my love, you in whom this tardy disclosure
will perhaps arouse no sentiment but surprise--do you hate me, do you
love me, can you love me? I do not know--and I tremble and am unhappier
than before.
At times it seems to me that you do not hate me;--when we played _As
You Like It_, you gave to certain passages in your part a special
intonation that emphasized their meaning, and urged me, in some sense,
to declare myself.--I fancied that I could see in your eyes and your
smile gracious promises of indulgent treatment, and could feel your
hand respond to the pressure of mine.--If I am mistaken--O God! that is
a contingency on which I dare not reflect.--Encouraged by all that, and
impelled by my love, I have written to you, for the garb you wear is
not propitious to such avowals in words, and a thousand times my voice
has died upon my lips; although I believe, yes, was firmly convinced
that I was speaking to a woman, that masculine costume frightened away
all my tender, amorous thoughts, and prevented them from winging their
way to you.
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