Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)Gautier, Théophile
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Mademoiselle de Maupin, Volume 2 (of 2)
Gautier, Théophile
French fiction -- Translations into English
Her supple, yielding body shaped itself to mine like wax and took
its whole exterior outline as exactly as possible:--water would not
have found its way more scrupulously into every irregularity in the
line.--Thus glued to my side, she produced the effect of the double
stroke that painters give to the shadow side of their picture in laying
on their color.--Only an amorous woman can manage such undulations and
entwining.--The ivies and willows are nowhere.
The gentle warmth of her body penetrated through her clothes and mine;
a thousand magnetic currents played about her; her whole life seemed to
have passed into me and to have abandoned her completely. From moment
to moment she languished and sank and yielded more and more: a slight
perspiration stood on her lustrous brow: her eyes were swimming in
moisture and two or three times she made a movement as if to put up her
hands to hide them; but her wearied arms stopped half-way and fell back
upon her knees, and she could not do it;--a great tear overflowed and
rolled down her burning cheek where it was soon dried.
My situation was becoming very embarrassing and decidedly
ridiculous;--I felt that I must seem tremendously stupid and that
feeling annoyed me to the last degree, although it was not in my power
to change my behavior.--Enterprising conduct on my part was out of
the question, and it was the only sort that would have been suited
to the occasion. I was too sure of meeting with no resistance, to
take the risk, and in truth I did not know which way to turn. To pay
compliments and make gallant speeches would have been very well in the
beginning, but nothing would have seemed more insipid at the point at
which we had arrived;--to rise and go out would have been unspeakably
rude; and, indeed, I am not sure that Rosette wouldn't have played
the part of Potiphar and held me by the corner of my cloak.--I should
have had no virtuous reason to give her for my resistance; and then,
I confess it to my shame, this scene, equivocal as it was in respect
to myself, did not lack a certain fascination to which I yielded more
than I should have done; that ardent passion warmed me with its flame
and I was really grieved at my inability to satisfy it; I even longed
to be a man, as I seemed to be, in order to crown Rosette's love, and
I deeply regretted her mistake. My respiration quickened, I felt a
flush rising to my cheeks, and I was hardly less agitated than my poor
lovelorn companion.--The idea of the identity of sex gradually faded
away, leaving behind only a vague idea of pleasure; a mist came before
my eyes, my lips trembled, and if Rosette had been a young man instead
of what she was, she would have gained an easy victory over me beyond
question.
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