Again and again she had expressed the joy she had felt at the prospect
of her escape to a freer and larger life. It was, of course, not
impossible that that feeling might but hide some heart-breaking
disappointment of the earlier times. But he did not think so. She was
to him truth personified, though still a woman. He believed in her
absolutely, as a man should in the woman who holds his heart. So far
as assurance could go,--without the definite question which he longed
to put but did not yet dare, lest the hopeful anxiety of his present
state should be turned to hopeless regret,--he felt fairly safe in
building on a rosy future.
How she regarded himself he could not surely say. But she trusted him
and that was a good foundation for his building.
And she? Well, that is our story!
XLVI
That thick white bank of mist clung to them for the best part of a
week. But, freed from all fear of treacherous assault, it troubled
them little.
Once they had to go ashore for water, but got back safely by means of
their guiding-line, and as they pushed through the fog they recalled
that former time, when the mate's grim figure fashioned itself suddenly
out of the clammy whiteness and brought them near to a disastrous end.
For the rest they had no scarcity. The fish bit as well in the fog as
in the clear, and they had pork and flour for weeks to come.
In their narrow confinement to the ship, their intimacy and knowledge
of one another grew with the days. She talked well, and he was an
excellent listener, and led her on and on to tell him of the past and
all that had interested her in it, and mused on all she said, and
sought in it enlightenment as to her heart's freedom or otherwise.
Once, when she had been roving at length through her earlier days, she
broke off suddenly with, "But, mon Dieu, I am doing all the talking!
Now, tell me of yourself!"
"I have so little to tell compared with you. Shall I tell you of
school-days--of college--of the hospitals--of my patients and their
ailments?"
"Tell me why you left it all to seek the new life."
"For very much the same reason as you did, I imagine. I was living in
a groove and I wanted something wider and larger."
"And now you are sorry."
"So very sorry that if I had the chance again, and knew beforehand all
that was to come, I would jump at it like the fish to our hooks," as he
hauled one aboard and knocked it an the head. "And you?"
"Ye--es, I think I would have come also. Not perhaps if I had known I
would have to float about on that mast. It was so terribly
cold,"--with a shiver. "For the rest, I have no regrets, but it is
perhaps too soon to say. In ten years hence I may have come to be
sorry."
"Ay--ten years hence!" he said musingly. "Many things may happen in
ten years. There's a fish on your hook," and she hauled it in and let
him dispose of it.
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