England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Islands -- Fiction
Vashti straightened herself up. Her eyes were on him as he set the
plate down on the table, but he avoided them, attempting a small forced
laugh. The laugh was a dead failure. Silence followed it, and in the
silence he felt horribly aware that she was grasping the truth--the
humiliating truth; that moment by moment the scales were falling from
her eyes that still persistently sought his.
The silence was broken by the noise of a poker falling against the
fender. He started, met her gaze for a moment, and again averted his.
"You don't mean to say----"
Her voice trailed off, in pitiful surmise. Silence again; and in the
silence he heard her sink back into the arm chair--and knew no more
until, at the sound of one strangling sob, terrible to hear, he found
himself standing at the arm of her chair and bending over her.
"My dear!" He used the familiar Island speech. "My dear, you must
not--please!"
"And I have been living on you, ruining you!"
"My dear ... it is all paid for. It was paid for to-day. If ever a man
was glad of his guest, I am he."
But she bent her head over the arm of the chair, sobbing silently. He
saw the heave of her shoulders, and it afflicted him beyond words. But,
though he longed, he dared not put out a hand to comfort her.
"You mistake--yes, you mistake.... It has been nothing.... I was only
too glad," he kept stammering weakly.
She pulled herself together and sat upright. A moment her tear-stained
eyes met his, then turned to the fire, which had begun to dance again
on its small heap of coals.
"Now I see," said she, resting an elbow on the arm of the chair and so
supporting her chin, while she stared resolutely into the blaze. She
had resumed command of her voice. "Ah, pardon me, now I understand many
things that puzzled me at first.... I--I am not a fool in money
matters." She hesitated.
"I know you are not," he assured her gently. "And that, if you will
understand, increased the small difficulty."
"Yes, I understand. But somehow--it was a long time since I had been
acquainted with--with----"
"Want," he suggested. "Since you know the worst, do not hurt me more
than you are obliged."
"God knows," she said, after an interval of musing, "I would hurt you
last of all living men. Will you be kind to me, and trust me?"
"On conditions."
"Yes?" She glanced up with a strange eagerness in her eyes. "What
conditions?"
"That you do not pity me at all; that you believe I have suffered
nothing, or only such pain as has edged the joy of serving you."
She looked away and into the fire. "You make me very proud," she said.
"Yes. I can easily grant your conditions. I could not pity a man who
practised so noble a courtesy."
The Commandant shook his head with a whimsical smile. "My dear," he
answered, "it's undeniably pleasant to stand well in your opinion, but
I am not used to compliments, and you run some risk of making me a vain
fellow. You asked me to trust you. With what?"
"With the reason why you are poor."
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