"So I thought I'd prototype the next generation of these, a 64-bit
version that you could build out of garbage. Get a couple hundred of
the local kids in for the summer and get them working. Get them to
understand just how these things work -- that's the problem with
integrated circuits, you can't take them apart and see how they
work. How are we going to get another generation of tinkerers unless
we get kids interested in how stuff works?"
"Who's the kid taking ticket money?"
"He's a fan, that kid that Perry met in jail. Death Waits. The one who
brought in the Disney stuff."
He gradually became aware that Suzanne was rigid and shaking in his
arms.
"What's wrong?"
Her face was purple now, her hands clenched into fists. "What's wrong?
Lester, what's wrong? You've left a total stranger, who, by his own
admission, is a recently terminated employee of a company that is
trying to bankrupt you and put you in jail. You've left him in charge
of an expensive, important capital investment, and given him the
authority to collect money on your behalf. Do you really need to ask
me what's wrong?"
He tried to smile. "It's OK, it's OK, he's only --"
"Only what? Only your possible doom? Christ, Perry, you don't even
have fucking *insurance* on that business."
Did she just call him Perry? He carefully set down the Coke can and
looked at her.
"I'm down here busting my *ass* for you two, fighting cops, letting
that shit Freddy smear my name all over the net, and what the hell are
you doing to save yourself? You're in here playing with Coke cans!"
She picked it up and shook it. He heard the works inside rattling and
flinched towards it. She jerked it out of his reach and threw it,
*threw it* hard at the wall. Hundreds of little gears and ratchets and
rods spilled out of it.
"Fine, Lester, fine. You go on being an emotional ten-year-old. But
stop roping other people into this. You've got people all over the
country depending on you and you are just *abdicating* your
responsibility to them. I won't be a part of it." She was crying
now. Lester had no idea what to say now.
"It's not enough that Perry's off chasing pussy, you've got to pick
this moment to take French leave to play with your toys. Christ, the
whole bunch of you deserve each other."
Lester knew that he was on the verge of shouting at her, really
tearing into her, saying unforgivable things. He'd been there before
with other friends, and no good ever came of it. He wanted to tell her
that he'd never asked for the responsibility, that he'd lived up to it
anyway, that no one had asked her to put her neck on the line and it
wasn't fair to blame him for the shit that Freddy was putting her
through. He wanted to tell her that if she was in love with Perry, she
should be sleeping with Perry, and not him. He wanted to tell her that
she had no business reaming him out for doing what he'd always done:
sit in his workshop.
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