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She tried to wrench herself away.
"No, no!" she panted. "You don’t understand! You don’t know!"
Recapturing the hand she had freed, he pressed it to his lips, smiling
at her reassuringly.
"I know everything. It’s all right. What do you think I care?"
"But you _don’t_ know," she insisted. "I was coming to tell you. I was
on my way. And then I remembered how old she is, and weak and forlorn
and—I am going back to her—to comfort her. But I had been on my way to
you—to tell you—tell you what I am—what I’ve done. I’m——"
"Hush!" commanded Dr. Ballard gently. "Be still, and you’ll find it’s
all right. _She_ made it right, before I left to go to Boston. She
told me everything. What you had told her, what, I suppose, she has told
you. Everything. She asked me to wait until you had found yourself.
She said, you were an idealist—’Up in the clouds,’ she put it. She
feared you would draw a storm down on yourself and me, if you were
trusted with your own life, at this juncture. She begged me not to
press on you any more problems than you already had. She wanted you to
profit by her mistakes, to have what she had missed—and to have it
untarnished by regrets. It was for that she tested you. It was for
that she denied herself necessaries, that, in the end, you might have
plenty. She said, she must make sure you did not set money above love,
as she, as—_others_ had done before you. Talk about idealists! She
managed it all very clumsily, but, at least, she tried to do right by
you, according to her lights. I told her, ’twas wrong to tamper with
human hearts. I told her, she had no right to try to direct human
destinies. But I’d better have held my tongue. The mischief was
already done. She had tampered. She had _tried_.... She was always
hoping you would come to see she had acted in good faith. You see it
now, don’t you, sweetheart? You’ll show her you do, when we get _home_,
won’t you—if it’s not too late?"
"Too late?"
The syllables rang out with cruel sharpness.
"You don’t know, then, that she is—dying?"
Katherine gave him a terrified look.
"Oh, let us go fast—_fast_! Dan—_darling_—don’t let it be too late!"
It was nearing sunset when the car drove into Crewesmere.
Martha heard it, but the sound carried no comfort to her heart. At
best, it could only mean that Dr. Ballard had arrived and—Dr. Ballard
was not Katherine! Katherine for whom her grandmother had been vainly
calling all through the day.
"She’ll be here presently," Martha had answered. "She’s gone out."
"She’ll come in pretty soon, now." "I expect her any minute."
Once, the little old woman had made a mighty effort, gathered her forces
together, and brought out the question,
"Has she left me? Gone to Boston?"
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