Country life -- Fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"’"Not so fast, my fine fellow! You’ve not returned the letters, yet.
D’you think I’d let you keep them, you low dog, to use against her fair
name, for a price?"
"’I had forgotten the letters. I turned to Idea, and it was as if I had
not seen her before, so clear her image stood out, now. She was clad in
some flowery stuff ("dimity," she had once told me ’twas) with a sash
about her waist, and on the sash a pocket hung suspended by a strap.
’Twas to hold her handkerchief, but her handkerchief had to hold her
tears now—and the pocket hung empty. I went to her and held out the
letters. She would not take them.
"’"Here are your letters," I said.
"’Still she would not touch them.
"’Her father cursed us both. I felt my self-control slipping from me.
If I let it go to lay my hand upon the man—God help him—and me. But I
could not escape until Idea had the letters. Again, she would not take
them. With a quick movement I thrust them in her pocket. She did not
seem to understand what I was doing. She thought I was trying to grasp
her hand, I think, for she flung it out to me imploringly. But I only
dimly saw that as I wheeled about, and so, off and away. That day I
left the place. Later, I learned, the Squire and Idea went too. But
before they did so he caused his man of law to follow me, again
demanding the letters.
"’"The letters have already been returned," was all I could say. "She
has them. I gave them back. When she would not take them, I thrust them
in her pocket."
"’With that the lawyer had, perforce, to be content. At least he has
not troubled me since. So I close this book. A closed book, too, the
story of my love. A book I know I must never open if ever I am to be at
peace with life. For I will say it once and so be done, Idea is my
mate—the one woman in the world whom only I love, or ever shall. I have
lost her, but the memory of her I must keep until I die—my passionate,
headstrong, struggling, loving child. May God be with her, true and
loyal little heart, wherever she may go.’"
Dr. Ballard looked up, as he closed down the cover.
"You see, he _did_ give back the letters," he said.
Madam Crewe clutched the arms of her chair, sitting forward, gazing
fixedly into space. When she spoke it was as if she spoke in a dream,
filling out the bailiff’s tale.
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