Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
For an hour the girl worked in the lonely house. She built a roaring
fire, carried in a store of wood, fed and cheered the poor soul on her
hard bed, and then turned her face toward Point of Pines.
Almost childishly she dallied by the way, trying to set her feet in the
marks she had made on the way up. So interested did she become in this
that it made her _almost_ forget that queer, sad feeling in her heart.
"I’ll make a new path," she decided, and that caused her to think of Tom
Gavot and Alton and—the Look!
Then she forgot all else and drifted far away. She was unhappy as the
young know unhappiness; no perspective, no comparison. Never had there
been such a case as hers! Never had any one suffered as she was
suffering because no one had ever had the same reason!
When Donelle recalled herself, she found that she was on the highway
several miles beyond Point of Fines. The sun was sloping down, the west
was golden, and a solemn stillness, almost deathly, pervaded space.
There was a tall cross close beside Donelle. Black it rose from the
unsullied snow, white tipped it was and shining against the glowing sky.
Beneath it someone had evidently knelt, for the crust of the snow was
broken. What meaning all this had for Donelle, who could tell? But the
confusion and hurt of the last few hours clutched at her heart, and she
who had never been urged by Jo Morey to consider religion in any form
went slowly to the cross and sank down!
The teachings of St. Michael’s claimed her, the memory of little Sister
Mary with the lost look clung to her; then a peace entered into her
soul.
"No one could hurt me there," she sobbed. "No one could look at me—with
that look." Then, at the foot of the cross, her head bowed and her
tears falling, Donelle shivered and prayed.
[Illustration: "At the foot of the cross, her head bowed and her tears
falling, Donelle shivered and prayed."]
Presently she raised her face; it was calm and pale. There was a round
teardrop on her cheek that had not fallen with the others. She turned
and there by the roadside stood Norval. How long he had been there he
could hardly have told himself.
When he had gone to the white house for his noon-day meal, Jo had told
him, quite inconsequently, of Donelle’s errand and he had followed her,
for what reason God only knew.
"Donelle!" he said, "Donelle!"
The terrible look in his eyes was gone, gone was the mocking smile of
the night before. Pity, divine pity, moved him.
"Donelle!"
"Yes, Mr. Richard Alton." The poor girl strove to be her teasing self,
but her lips trembled and suddenly a strange, almost an awful, dignity
and detachment overcame her. Standing with clasped hands, in her
nun-like garb, she seemed to have taken farewell of the world that women
crave.
"What are you doing, Donelle, by that cross?" Norval did not draw near,
and a distance of several feet separated them.
"Thinking and praying."
"Thinking what? And praying for what?"
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