Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"Oh! but you are splendid," she whispered. "I thought perhaps you might
feel you ought to stay back for me! But, Tom, everything is all right
and safe! Always you are going to grow bigger, nearer, until you make
me forget everything else. Why, Tom now, now I would go with you on
your road, if I could! You must believe that, dear."
Tom looked at her. He saw the thrill of life, adventure, and youth
shake her. He saw with an old, old understanding that because he was
going away, alone, upon the road, he meant to her what he never could
have meant had he remained. He saw that his renunciation had awakened
her sympathy and admiration, but he saw that love lay dead in her eyes.
[Illustration: "Tom looked at her. He saw the thrill, of life, adventure
and youth shake her. He saw with an old, old understanding that because
he was going away, alone, upon the road, he meant to her what he never
could have meant had he remained."]
And then Tom bent and kissed her. He could in all honour because
something deep in his heart told him that he was indeed bidding her
good-bye.
"When I come back," he was saying, while he felt far, far away, "we’ll
just try the road, Donelle. I know you’ll do your part. And always keep
this in mind: when I look back home I’ll see you at the other end of the
road, girl. Your eyes will have the yellow light in them that will
brighten the darkest night I’ll ever tramp through. I had to tell you
that."
"Thank you, Tom."
"It wasn’t the honest thing to marry you the way I did. I had no
right."
"Yes, you had, Tom. Yes. Yes!"
"No. I think we could have found a better way, if we had taken time,
but I was sort of blinded."
"And so was I, Tom, blinded and crazed."
"Donelle—"
"Yes, Tom."
"I’ve got to tell you something—now that I’m going. He—he came back
that night. He came to me and he would not believe, until I let him
look in the window to see you as you lay there asleep. He wanted to
tell me something, and I wouldn’t let him! But, Donelle, before God, I
think we need not hate him and if he ever gets a chance let him tell you
what he wanted to tell me."
"Tom, oh! Tom!" Donelle was weeping now in Gavot’s arms. "Thank you,
thank you, my own good Tom! And when you come back, I’ll be waiting for
you, no matter what I hear."
But Tom understood. Again he bent and kissed her pretty hair, her
little white face, then gently pushed her toward Jo.
"Mam’selle," he said and smiled his good smile: "I’m going, with
heaven’s help, to make up to my mother."
"You have, Tom, you have!" Jo rushed to him. "You have by your clean,
fine life and they have no right to take that young life; they have no
right, no right!"
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