The woman, who had for so many years been a servant in his house,
explained her presence there in the darkness. “I’m sorry I startled
you,” she said. “I was just going to speak. You are going away and
so am I. I’ve got everything packed and ready. I went up the stairs
to-night and heard you say you were leaving so I came down and did my
own packing. It didn’t take me long. I didn’t have many things to pack.”
John Webster opened the front door and asked her to come outside with
him and for a few minutes they stood talking together on the steps that
led down from the front porch.
Outside the house he felt better. There was a kind of weakness,
following the fright inside, and for a moment he sat on the steps while
she stood waiting. Then the weakness passed and he arose. The night
was clear and dark. He breathed deeply and there was a great relief
in the thought that he would never again go through the door out of
which he had just come. He felt very young and strong. Soon now, there
would be a streak of light showing in the eastern sky. When he had got
Natalie and they had climbed aboard a train they would sit in the day
coach on the side that looked toward the East. It would be sweet to see
the new day come. His fancy ran ahead of his body and he saw himself
and the woman sitting together in the train. They would come into the
lighted day coach from the darkness outside, just before dawn came. In
the day coach people would have been asleep, folded up in the seats,
looking uncomfortable and tired. The air would be heavy with the stale
heaviness of breathing people confined in a close place. There would
be the heavy acrid smell of clothes, that had for a long time absorbed
the acids thrown off by bodies. He and Natalie would take the train as
far as Chicago and get off there. Perhaps they would get on another
train at once. It might be that they would stay in Chicago for a day or
two. There would be plans to make, long hours of talk perhaps. There
was a new life to begin now. He himself had to think what he wanted to
do with his days. It was odd. He and Natalie had made no plans beyond
getting on a train. Now for the first time his fancy tried to creep out
beyond that moment, to penetrate into the future.
It was fine that the night had turned out clear. One would hate to set
out, plodding off to the railroad station in the rain. How bright the
stars were in the early morning hours. Now Katherine was talking. It
would be well to listen to what she had to say.
She was telling him, with a kind of brutal frankness, that she did not
like Mrs. Webster, had never liked her, and that she had only stayed in
the house all these years as a servant because of himself.
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