She was explaining how that, for a week or more, she had been aware of
the fact that there was something wrong in the Webster household. One
did not need to have been very sharp to have realized that. It was in
the very air one breathed. The air of the house was heavy with it. As
for herself, well she had thought John Webster had fallen in love with
some woman other than Mrs. Webster. She had once been in love herself
and the man she had loved had been killed. She knew about love.
On that night, hearing voices in the room above, she had crept up the
stairs. She had not felt it was eavesdropping as she was directly
concerned. Long ago when she was in trouble she had heard voices
upstairs and she knew that in her hour of trouble John Webster had
stood by her.
After that time, long ago, she had made up her mind that as long as he
stayed in the house she would stay. One had to work and might as well
work as a servant, but she had never felt close to Mrs. Webster. When
one was a servant one sometimes had difficulty enough keeping up one’s
self-respect and the only way it could be done was by working for some
one who also had self-respect. That was something few people seemed to
understand. They thought people worked for money. As a matter of fact
no one really worked for money. People only thought they did, maybe. To
do so was to be a slave and she, Katherine, was no slave. She had money
saved and besides she had a brother who owned a farm in Minnesota, who
had several times written asking her to come and live with him. She
intended to go there now but would not live in her brother’s house. He
was married and she did not intend to push herself into his household.
As a matter of fact she would probably take the money she had saved and
buy a small farm of her own.
“Anyway you’re going away from this house to-night. I heard you say you
were going with another woman and I thought I would go too,” she said.
She became silent and stood looking at John Webster who was also
looking at her, who was at the moment absorbed in contemplation of
her. In the uncertain light her face had become the face of a young
girl. There was something about her face, at the moment, that suggested
to his mind his daughter’s face as she had looked at him in the dim
light of the candles in the room upstairs. It was like that and at the
same time it was like Natalie’s face, as Natalie’s face had been that
afternoon in the office when he and she had first come close to each
other, and as it had looked that other night in the darkness of the
field.
One might so easily become confused. “It’s all right about your going
away, Katherine,” he said aloud. “You know about that, what I mean is
that you know what you want to do.”
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