Jane closed her eyes and clung to Katherine. The notion that her mother
had killed herself had now become a certainty. It was so evident now
that Katherine knew about it too. Before Jane’s eyes the drama of
the suicide again played itself out in the theatre of her fancy. Her
mother was standing and facing the little cabinet fastened to the wall
of the bathroom. Her face was turned upward and the light from above
shone down on it. One hand was against the wall of the room to keep the
body from falling and the other hand held a bottle. The face turned
up to the light was white, of a pasty whiteness. It was a face that
from long association had become familiar to Jane but it was at the
same time strangely unfamiliar. The eyes were closed and there were
little reddish bags of flesh under the eyes. The lips hung loosely open
and from one corner of the mouth a reddish brown streak ran down over
the chin. Some spots of a brown liquid had fallen down over the white
nightgown.
Jane’s body was trembling violently. “How cold the house has become,
Katherine,” she said and opened her eyes. They had reached the head
of the stairs and from where they stood could look directly into the
bathroom. There was a gray bath mat on the floor and a small brown
bottle had been dropped on it. In passing out of the room the heavy
foot of the woman, who had swallowed the contents of the bottle, had
stepped on the bottle and had broken it. Perhaps her foot had been cut
but she had not minded. “If there was pain, a hurt place, that would
have been a comfort to her,” Jane thought. In her hand she still held
the stone her father had given her. How absurd that he should have
called it “the Jewel of Life.” There was a spot of yellowish green
light reflected from an edge of the broken bottle on the floor of the
bathroom. When her father had taken the little stone to the candle
in the bedroom, and had held it up to the candle-light such another
yellowish green light had flashed from it too. “If mother were still
alive she would surely make some sound of life now. She would wonder
what Katherine and I were doing tramping about the house and would
get up and come to her bedroom door to inquire about it,” she thought
drearily.
* * * * *
When Katherine had put Jane into her own bed, in a little room off the
kitchen, she went upstairs to make certain arrangements. There had been
no explanations. In the kitchen she had left a light burning and the
servant’s bedroom was lighted by a reflected light, shining through an
open doorway.
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