It was really too bad that Natalie did not step off the brick sidewalk
and walk on the grass. After all it was better, when one was setting
out on new adventures, that one go swiftly and stealthily. There must
be innumerable growling lions of respectability sleeping in the houses
along the streets. “They’re pure sweet people, such as I was when I
used to go home from the washing machine factory and sleep beside my
wife in the days when we were newly married and had come back here to
live in this town,” he thought sardonically. He imagined innumerable
people, men and women, creeping into beds at night and sometimes
talking as he and his wife had so often talked. They had always been
covering something up, busily talking, covering something up. “We made
a big smoke of talk about purity and sweetness of living, didn’t we
though, eh?” he whispered to himself.
Well the people in the houses were asleep and he did not wish to awaken
them. It was too bad Natalie was weeping. One couldn’t disturb her in
her grief. That wouldn’t be fair. He wished he might speak to her and
ask her to get off the sidewalk and walk silently on the grass along
the roadway or at the edge of the lawns.
His mind turned back to the few moments at Natalie’s house. The devil!
He had expected a row there and nothing of the sort had happened. When
he got to the house, Natalie was waiting for him. She was sitting by
a window in a dark room, downstairs in the Swartz cottage, and her
bag was packed and sitting beside her. She came to the front door and
opened it before he had time to knock.
And there she was all ready to set out. She came out carrying her bag
and didn’t say anything. As a matter of fact she had not said anything
to him yet. She had just come out of the house and had walked beside
him to where they had to pass through a gate to reach the street and
then her mother and sister had come out and had stood on a little porch
to watch them go.
How bully the old mother had been. She had even laughed at them. “Well,
you two have got the gall. You tramp off as cool as two cucumbers, now
don’t you?” she had shouted. Then she had laughed again. “Do you know
there’s going to be a hell of a row about this all over town in the
morning?” she asked. Natalie hadn’t answered her. “Well, good luck to
you, you husky whore, trotting off with your damned reprobate,” her
mother had shouted, still laughing.
The two people had turned a corner and had passed out of sight of the
Swartz house. No doubt there must be other people awake in other houses
along the little street, and no doubt they had been listening and
wondering. On two or three occasions some of the neighbors had wanted
to have Natalie’s mother arrested because of her foul language but they
had been dissuaded by others, out of consideration for the daughters.
Was Natalie weeping now because she was leaving the old mother or was
it because of the school-teacher sister whom John Webster had never
known?
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