Hito, tito, what was the use thinking of turning back when it was too
late to turn back? If, in the end, he and Natalie found they could not
live together there was still life.
Life was life. One might still find a way to live a life.
* * * * *
John Webster began to grow courageous again. He looked toward the dark
houses along the street and smiled. He became like a child, playing a
game with his fellows of the Wisconsin town. In the game he was some
kind of public character, who because of some brave deed was receiving
the applause of the people who lived in the houses. He imagined himself
as riding through the street in a carriage. The people were sticking
their heads out of the windows of the houses and shouting, and he was
turning his head from side to side, bowing and smiling.
As Natalie was not looking he enjoyed himself for a moment, playing the
game. As he walked along he kept turning his head from side to side and
bowing. There was a rather absurd smile on his lips.
The old Harry!
“Chinaberries grow on a chinaberry tree!”
All the same it would be better if Natalie did not make such a racket
with her feet walking on stone and brick sidewalks.
One might be found out. It might be that, quite suddenly, without any
warning, all the people, now sleeping so peacefully in the dark houses
along the street, would sit up in their beds and begin to laugh. That
would be terrible and it would be just the sort of thing John Webster
would himself do, were he a respectable man in bed with a lawfully
wedded wife, and saw some other man doing some such fool thing as he
was now doing.
It was annoying. The night was warm but John Webster felt somewhat
cold. He shivered. It was no doubt due to the fact that he was tired.
Perhaps thinking of the respectable married people lying in beds in the
houses, between which he and Natalie were passing, had made him shiver.
One could be very cold, being a respectable married man and lying in
bed with a respectable wife. A thought that had been coming and going
in his mind for two weeks now came again: “Perhaps I am insane and have
infected Natalie, and for that matter my daughter Jane too, with my
insanity.”
There was no use crying over spilled milk. “What’s the use thinking
about the matter now?”
“Diddle de di do!”
“Chinaberries grow on a chinaberry tree!”
He and Natalie had come out of the section of town where working people
lived and were now passing before houses in which lived merchants,
small manufacturers, such men as John Webster had himself been,
lawyers, doctors, and such fellows too. Now they were passing the house
in which his own banker lived. “The stingy cuss. He has plenty of
money. Why doesn’t he build himself a larger and finer house?”
To the east, dimly seen through trees and above tree tops, there was a
light place coming into the sky.
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