The heavy iron lid over the deep well that was within the body of Mary
Webster was trembling violently. It danced up and down. The dancing
light from the candles was like the little playful waves on the
surface of a calm sea. It met in her eyes another kind of dancing light.
On the bed John Webster talked freely and easily. If he had set the
stage he had also given himself the talking rôle in the drama that was
to be played out upon it. His own thought had been that everything that
happened on that evening was directed toward his daughter. He had even
dared to think he might be able to re-channel her life. Her young life
was like a river that was still small and made but a slight murmuring
sound as it ran through quiet fields. One might still step across the
stream that was later, and when it had taken other streams into itself,
to become a river. One might venture to throw a log across the stream,
to start it off in a quite different direction. The whole thing was a
daring, a quite reckless thing to do, but one could not quite escape
some such action.
Now he had dismissed from his mind the other woman, his former wife,
Mary Webster. He had thought when she went out of the bedroom she had
finally walked off the stage. There had been satisfaction in seeing her
go. He had really, in all their life together, never made a contact
with her. When he thought her gone from the field of his own life he
felt relieved. One could breathe more deeply, talk more freely.
He thought of her as having gone off the stage, but she had come back.
He still had her to deal with too.
In Mary Webster’s mind memories were awakening. Her husband was
telling the story of his marriage, but she did not hear his words. A
story began to tell itself within her, beginning far back on a day in
her own young womanhood.
She had heard the cry of love for a man come out of her daughter’s
throat and the cry had stirred something within her so deeply that she
had come back into the room where her husband and daughter sat together
on the bed. Once there had been that same cry within another young
woman, but for some reason it had never got itself out, past her lips.
At the moment when it might have come from her, at that moment long ago
when she lay naked on a bed and looked into the eyes of a young naked
man something, a thing people called shame, had come between her and
the getting of that glad cry past her lips.
Her mind now wearily went back over the details of the scene. An old
railroad journey was retravelled.
Things were tangled. First she lived in one place and then, as though
pushed into the act by a hand she could not see, she went on a visit to
another place.
The journey there was taken in the middle of the night and, as there
were no sleeping cars on the train, she had to sit in a day-coach
through several hours of darkness.
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