And all the time he looked into her eyes, darkly, when the train passed
through a forest and it was dark inside the train, with a smile in
his eyes when they came out again into the open country. There was
something in his eyes that invited, called to her. Her body grew warm
and she stirred uneasily in the car seat.
The trainmen had built a fire in a stove at the end of the car and all
the doors and windows were closed. Evidently it was not going to be
such a cold day after all. It was unbearably hot in the car.
She got out of her seat and, clutching at the edges of other seats,
made her way to the end of the car where she opened a door and stood
for a time looking at the flying landscape.
* * * * *
The train came to the station where she was to get off and there, on
the station platform, was her girl friend, come to the station on the
odd chance she would come on that train.
And then she had gone with her friend into the strange house and her
friend’s mother had insisted she go to bed and sleep until evening. The
two women kept asking how it had happened she had come on that train
and as she could not explain she became a little embarrassed. It was
true there was another and faster train she might have taken and had
the entire ride in the day-time.
There had just been a kind of feverish desire to get out of her own
town and her mother’s house. She had been unable to explain that to her
own people. One couldn’t tell one’s mother and father she just wanted
to get out. In her own home there had been a confusion of questions
about the whole matter. Well, there she was, being driven into a corner
and asked questions that couldn’t be answered. She had a hope that her
girl friend would understand and kept hopefully saying to her what she
had said over and over rather senselessly at home. “I just wanted to do
it. I don’t know, I just wanted to do it.”
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