Maori and Settler: A Story of The New Zealand WarHenty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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Maori and Settler: A Story of The New Zealand War
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
Māori (New Zealand people) -- Juvenile fiction; New Zealand -- History -- Juvenile fiction
"A penny for your thoughts, Mr. Atherton," she said at last with a
laugh. "It seems to me that you would have got on just as well without
me."
"Well, I was just thinking that I was a fool to ask you to come with me,
child." Marion opened her eyes in surprise. "You see, my dear," he went
on, "we all make fools of ourselves sometimes. I started in life by
making a fool of myself. I fell in love with a woman whom I thought
perfection. She was an arrant flirt, and was only amusing herself with
me till she hooked a young lord for whom she was angling. That was what
sent me roaming for the first time; and, as you know, having once
started I have kept it up ever since, that is till I came out here. I
had intended to stay six months; I have been here three years. Why have
I stopped so long? Simply, child, because I have again made a fool of
myself. I do not think I was conscious of it for the first two years,
and it was only when I saw, as I thought, that young Allen would win
you, that I recognized that I, a man of thirty-seven, was fool enough to
love a child just eighteen years younger than myself. At the same time I
was not fool enough to think that I had the smallest chance. I could not
stop here and watch another winning you, and at the same time I was so
weak that I could not go away altogether; and so you see I compromised
matters by going away for weeks and sometimes months at a time,
returning with the expectation each time of hearing that it was settled.
Now I hear that you have refused him, and, just as a drowning man grasps
at a straw, I resolved to have my fate absolutely settled before I sail.
Don't be afraid of saying 'no,' dear. I have never for a moment looked
for any other answer, but I think that I would rather have the 'no' than
go away without it, for in after years I might be fool enough to come to
think that possibly, just possibly, the answer, had I asked the
question, might have been 'yes.'"
He had stopped in his walk when he began to speak, and stood facing
Marion, who had not raised her eyes while he was speaking. Then she
looked frankly up in his face.
"Do you think I did not know," she said softly, "and didn't you really
know too? You are not so wise a man as I thought you. Why, ever since I
have known you it seems to me that--that--"
"That you have loved me, Marion; is it possible?" he said taking her
hand.
"Of course it is possible," she said almost pettishly "how could I help
it, I should like to know?"
Dinner had been waiting for some time before Mr. Atherton and his
companion returned from their ramble.
"Twenty minutes late!" Wilfrid shouted as they approached the house;
"have you been losing yourselves in the bush?"
"I think that it has been just the other way, Wilfrid," Mr. Atherton
said as he came up to the group gathered in the verandah.
"How do you mean?" Wilfrid asked.
"I mean we have been finding each other."
"Finding each other," Wilfrid repeated vaguely. "Why, were you both
lost?"
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