Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
“Come here, my dear, and talk to me.” He made way for her beside him.
“Everything is singing to-day. There is a bird in a tree above us who
has just told me how happy he is. I hope you are happy, my dear.”
“Yes, father, very.” She gave a little sigh of satisfaction and lay back
on the grass at his side.
“Well, don’t be ashamed of showing it. Have your feelings and show them.
Never mind what they are, but don’t cover them as though you were afraid
that they would catch cold. Don’t mind feeling intensely, hurting
intensely, loving intensely. It is a world of emotion, not of sham.”
She never paid any very deep attention when he talked about rules of
life. Existence seemed to her, at present, such an easy affair that
rules weren’t necessary; people made such a bother.
She lay back and stared straight into the heart of the sky. Two little
clouds, like pillows, bulged against the blue; the hard sharp line of
the pines cut into space, and they moved together slowly like the soft
opening and closing of a fan.
“I knew a place once like this,” said Morelli. “It was in Greece. A
green hill overlooking the sea, and on it a white statue; they came to
worship their god there.”
“What is this talk of God?” she asked him, resting on one elbow and
looking up at him. “You have never told me, father, but of course I have
read and have heard people talk. Who is God?”
She asked it with only a very languid interest. She had never speculated
at all about the future. The world was so wonderful, and there were such
a number of things all around her to think about, that discussion about
something that would affect her at the end of her life, when all the
world was dark and she was old and helpless, seemed absurd. She would
want the end to come then, when she was deaf and blind and cold; she
would not spoil the young colour and intensity of her life by thinking
about it. But with the sudden entrance of Tony the question came forward
again. They would not live for ever; life seemed very long to her, but
the time must come when they would die. And then? Who was this God?
Would He see to it that she and Tony were together afterwards? If so,
she would worship Him; she would bring Him flowers, and light candles as
Miss Minns did. As she sat there and heard the woods and the sea she
thought that the answer must be somewhere in them. He must have made
this colour and sound, and, if that were so, He could not be unkind. She
watched the two clouds; they had swollen into the shape of bowls, their
colour was pale cream, and the sun struck their outer edges into a very
faint gold.
“Who is God?” she said again.
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