Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
It really amounted to playing a game, and if Fred would consent to play
it with her it would be the greatest fun; but then he wouldn’t. He had
the greatest horror of emotional scenes, and was always sternly
practical with advice about hot-water bottles and not sitting in a
draught. He did not, she told herself a hundred times a day, understand
her moods in the least. He had never let her help him the least little
bit in his work, he shut her out; she tossed her head at the stars,
gathered her blue dress about her, and went up to bed.
The bedroom seemed enormous, and the shaded electric light left caverns
and spaces of darkness; the enormous bed in the middle of the room
seemed without end or boundary. She heard her husband in the
dressing-room, and she sat down in front of her glass with a sigh.
“You can go, Ferris,” she said to her maid, “I’ll manage for myself
to-night.”
She began to brush her hair; she was angry with the things in the room,
everything was so civilised and respectable. The silver on the
dressing-table, a blue pincushion, the looking-glass; the blue dress,
hanging over the back of a chair, seemed in its reflexion to trail
endlessly along the floor. She brushed her hair furiously; it was very
beautiful hair, and she wondered whether Fred had ever noticed how
beautiful it was. Oh, yes! he’d noticed it in the early days; she
remembered how he had stroked it and what nice things he had said. Ah!
those early days had been worth having! How exciting they had been! Her
heart beat now at the remembrance of them.
She heard the door of the dressing-room close, and Fred came in. He
yawned; she glanced up. He was a little shrimp of a man certainly, but
he looked rather nice in his blue pyjamas. He was brown, and his grey
eyes were very attractive. Although she did not know it, she loved every
inch of him from the top of his head to the sole of his foot, but, just
now, she wanted something that he had decided, long ago, was bad for
her. He had made what he would have called a complete study of her
nervous system, treating her psychology as he would have treated the
heroine of one of his own novels. He was quite used to her fits of
sentiment and he knew that if he indulged her in the least the complaint
was aggravated and she was, at once, highly strung and aggressively
emotional. His own love for her was so profound and deep that this
“billing and cooing” seemed a very unimportant and trivial affair, and
he always put it down with a firm hand. They mustn’t be children any
longer; they’d got past that kind of thing. There were scenes, of
course, but it only lasted for a very short time, and then she was quite
all right again. He never imagined her flinging herself into anyone else
because he would not give her what she wanted. He was too sure of her
affection for him.
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