Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
And the other person upon whom the weather had had some effect was Mrs.
Maradick. It could not be said that weather, as a rule, affected her at
all, and perhaps even now things might be put down to the picnic; but
the fact remains that for the first time in her selfish little life she
was unhappy. She had been wounded in her most sensitive spot, her
vanity. It did not need any very acute intelligence to see that she was
not popular with the people in the hotel. The picnic had shown it to her
quite conclusively, and she had returned in a furious passion. They had
been quite nice to her, of course, but it did not need a very subtle
woman to discover their real feelings. Fifteen years of Epsom’s
admiration had ill-prepared her for a harsh and unsympathetic world, and
she had never felt so lonely in her life before. She hated Lady Gale and
Mrs. Lester bitterly from the bottom of her heart, but she would have
given a very great deal, all her Epsom worshippers and more, for some
genuine advance on their part.
She was waiting now in her room for her husband to come in. She was
sitting up in bed looking very diminutive indeed, with her little sharp
nose and her bright shining eyes piercing the shadows; she had turned
out the lights, except the one by the bed. She did not know in the least
what she was going to say to him, but she was angry and sore and lonely;
she was savage with the world in general and with James in particular.
She bit her lips and waited. He came in softly, as though he expected to
find her asleep, and then when he saw her light he started. His bed was
by the window and he moved towards it. Then he stopped and saw her
sitting up in bed.
“Emmy! You still awake!”
He looked enormous in his pyjamas; he could see his muscles move beneath
the jacket.
“Yes,” she said, “I want to talk to you.”
“Oh! must we? Now?” he said. “It seems very late.”
“It’s the only opportunity that one gets nowadays,” she said, her eyes
flaring, “you are so much engaged.” It made her furious to see him
looking so clean and comfortably sleepy.
“Engaged?” he said.
“Oh! we needn’t go into that,” she answered. “One doesn’t really expect
to see anything of one’s husband in these modern times, it isn’t the
thing!”
He didn’t remind her that during the last fifteen years she hadn’t cared
very much whether he were lonely or not. He looked at her gravely.
“Don’t let’s start that all over again now,” he said. “I would have
spent the whole time with you if you hadn’t so obviously shown me that
you didn’t want me. You can hardly have forgotten already what you said
the other day.”
“Do you think that’s quite true?” she said, looking up at him; she was
gripping the bedclothes in her hands. “Don’t you think that it’s a
little bit because there’s some one else who did, or rather _does_, want
you?”
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