Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
But, although the uncertainty of it might kill her, she must not know.
She saw that as clearly, as inevitably as ever. Let her once know, from
his own confession, that he loved some girl down there in the town, and
she would be forced to stop it. The horizon would widen, and bigger,
louder issues than their own personal feelings would be concerned. The
family would be called into the issue, and she could not be false to its
claims. She could not be untrue to her husband and all the traditions.
And yet it was only Tony’s happiness that she cared for; that must be
considered above everything else. Maradick would know whether this girl
were, so to speak, “all right.” If she were impossible, then he
assuredly would have stopped it by now. Maradick was, in fact, the only
clue to the business that she had got.
But it was partly because she was losing her trust in him that she was
unhappy now. His guard over Tony had, for to-day at any rate, been
miserably inadequate. He might feel, perhaps, that he had no right to
spend his time in hanging on to Tony’s coat-tails, it wasn’t fair on the
boy, but he ought to have been with him more.
She was sitting now with Alice on the seat at the farther end of the
garden overlooking the town. The place seemed hateful to her, as she
stared down it acquired a personality of its own, a horrible menacing
personality. It lay there with its dark curved back like some horrible
animal, and the lights in the harbours were its eyes twinkling
maliciously; she shuddered and leant back.
“Are you cold, dear?” It was the first time that Alice had spoken since
they had come out. She herself was sitting straight with her head back,
a slim white figure like a ghost.
“No, it’s stiflingly warm, as a matter of fact. I was thinking, and
that’s about the only thing that an old woman can do.”
“You are worried.” Alice spoke almost sharply. “And I hate you to be
worried. I’ve noticed during these last few days——”
“Yes, I suppose I am a little,” Lady Gale sighed. “But then you’ve been
worried too, dear, for the matter of that. It hasn’t been altogether a
success, this place, this time. I don’t know what’s been wrong exactly,
because the weather’s been beautiful.”
Alice put her hand on Lady Gale’s. “You won’t think me an utter pig,
will you, dear, if I go up to Scotland at the end of the week? I think I
had better, really. I’m not well down here, and it only makes it
uncomfortable for the rest of you if I’m cross and absurd.”
Lady Gale sighed. “If you really want to go, dear,” she said, “of course
you must. Do just what you like. Only, I shall miss you badly. You’re a
great help to me, you know. Of course there’s Milly, but she’s been
funny lately. She always gets excited down here.” Lady Gale put her arm
round the girl. “Stay for a little, dear. I want you. We all want you.”
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