Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
She had, indeed, never been forced to puzzle about anything at all. In
her orderly compact life things had always been presented to her with a
decency and certainty that left no room for question or argument. She
had been quiet and obedient at home, but she had always had her way; she
had married the man that had been presented to her without any
hesitation at all, it was a “good match,” and it meant that, for the
rest of her life, she would never be forced to ask any questions about
anything or anybody. For a wild week or two, at first, she had felt
strange undisciplined sensations that were undoubtedly dangerous; on
their wedding night she had suddenly suspected that there was another
woman there whose existence meant storm and disorder. But the morning
had come with bills and calls and “finding a house,” and that other Mrs.
Maradick had died. From that day to this there had been no cause for
alarm. James had soon been reduced to order and had become a kind of
necessity, like the sideboard; he paid the bills. Child-birth had been
alarming for a moment, but Mrs. Maradick had always been healthy and
they had an excellent doctor, but, after Annie’s appearance, she had
decided that there should never be another. James presented no
difficulties at all, and her only real worry in life was her “hair.”
There was not very much of it, and she spent her mornings and her temper
in devising plans whereby it should be made to seem “a lot,” but it
never was satisfactory. Her “hair” became the centre of her life, her
horizon. James fitted into it. If the “hair” were all right, he didn’t
seem so bad. Otherwise he was stupid, dull, an oaf.
And so she had come down to Treliss and life had suddenly changed. It
had really changed from that first evening of their arrival when he had
been so rude to her, although she had not realised it at the time. But
the astonishing thing was that he had kept it up. He had never kept
anything up before, and it was beginning to frighten her. At first it
had seemed to her merely conceit. His head had been turned by these
people, and when he got back to Epsom and found that he wasn’t so
wonderful after all, and that the people there didn’t think of him at
all except as her husband, then he would find his place again.
But now she wasn’t so sure. She had not been asleep last night when he
came to bed. She had seen him bend over with the candle in his hand, and
the look in his eyes had frightened her, frightened her horribly, so
that she had lain awake for hours afterwards, thinking, puzzling for the
first time in her life. During all these twenty years of their married
life he had been, she knew, absolutely faithful to her. She had laughed
at it sometimes, because it had seemed so absolutely impossible that
there should ever be anyone else. He did not attract people in Epsom in
the least; he had never made any attempt to, and she had imagined him,
poor fellow, sometimes trying, and the miserable mess that he would make
of it.
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