Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
She did not understand it, but she knew that she had one of her “fits,”
a craving for excitement, for doing anything that could give one
something of a fling.
But her talk with her husband had also partly arisen from her
realisation of her feeling for Maradick. She was not a very serious
woman, she took life very lightly, but she knew that her affection for
her husband was by far the best and most important thing in her.
She knew this through all the passing and temporary moods that she might
have, and she had learnt to dread those moods simply because she never
knew how far she might go. But then Fred would be so provoking! As he
was just now, for instance, paying no attention to her at all, wrapped
in his stupid writing, talking about nerves and suggesting doctors.
But she had tried very hard that morning to awaken him to a sense of the
kind of thing that was happening to her. She had even, with a sudden
sense of panic, suggested leaving the place altogether, hinting that it
didn’t suit her. But he had laughed.
She had, in fact, during these last few days, been thinking of Maradick
a great deal. For one thing, she hated Mrs. Maradick; she had never in
her life before hated anyone so thoroughly. She took people easily as a
rule and was charitable in her judgment, but Mrs. Maradick seemed to her
to be everything that was bad. The little woman’s assumption of a manner
that quite obviously could never belong to her, her complacent patronage
of everybody and everything, her appearance, everything seemed to Mrs.
Lester the worst possible; she could scarcely bear to stay in the same
room with her. She had, therefore, for Maradick a profound pity that had
grown as the days advanced. He had seemed to her so patient under what
must be a terrible affliction. And so “the game” had grown more serious
than usual, serious enough to make her hesitate, and to run, rather as a
frightened child runs to its nurse, to Fred for protection. But Fred
wouldn’t listen, or, what was worse, listened only to laugh. Well, on
Fred’s head be it then!
She had not, however, set out that afternoon with any intention of
finding him; she was, indeed, surprised when she saw him there.
They both, at once, felt that there was something between them that had
not been there before; they were both nervous, and she did not look at
him as she sat down.
“How lazy we are!” she, said. “Why, during the last week we’ve been
nothing at all but ‘knitters in the sun!’ I know that’s a nice quotation
out of somewhere, but I haven’t the least idea where. But, as a matter
of fact, it’s only the irresponsible Tony who’s been rushing about, and
he’s made up for most of us.”
She was dressed in her favourite colour, blue, the very lightest and
palest of blue. She had a large picture hat tied, in the fashion of a
summer of a year or two before, with blue ribbon under her chin; at her
belt was a bunch of deep crimson carnations. She took one of them out
and twisted it round in her fingers.
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