Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
She had always known that the moment when love came would be the moment
of most extreme danger.
She had vowed to her gods, when she saw what her own marriage had made
of her life, that her son should absolutely have his way; he should
choose, and she would be the very last person in the world to stop him.
She had hoped, she had even prayed, that the woman whom he should choose
would be some one whom her husband would admit as possible. Then the
strength of the house would be inviolate and the terrible moment would
be averted. That was, perhaps, the reason that she had so readily and
enthusiastically welcomed Alice Du Cane. The girl would “do” from Sir
Richard’s point of view, and Lady Gale herself liked her, almost loved
her. If Tony cared, why then . . . and at first Tony had seemed to care.
But even while she had tried to convince herself, she knew that it was
not, for him at any rate, the “real thing.” One did not receive it like
that, with that calmness, and even familiar jocularity, when the “real
thing” came. But she had persuaded herself eagerly, because it would, in
nearly every way, be so suitable.
And then suddenly the “real thing” had come, come with its shining eyes
and beautiful colour; Tony had found it. She had no hesitation after
that. Tony must go on with it, must go through with it, and she must
prevent Sir Richard from seeing anything until it was all over. As to
that, she had done her best, heaven knew, she had done her best. But
circumstances had been too strong for her; she saw it, with frightened
eyes and trembling hands, slipping from her grasp. Why had Tony been so
foolish? Why had he stayed out again like that and missed dinner? Why
was he so disturbed now? It was all threatening to fall about her ears;
she saw the quarrel; she saw Tony, arrogant, indignant, furious. He had
left them, never to return. She saw herself sitting with her husband,
old, ill, lonely, by some desolate fireside in an empty house, and Tony
would never return.
But she continued to discuss aeroplanes; she knew another thing about
her husband. She knew that if Tony was once married Sir Richard might
storm and rage but would eventually make the best of it. The house must
be carried on, that was one of his fixed principles of life; Tony
single, and every nerve should be strained to make his marriage a
fitting one, but Tony married! Why then, curse the young fool, what did
he do it for? . . . but let us nevertheless have a boy, and quick about
it!
Provided the girl were possible—the girl _must_ be possible; but she
had Maradick’s word for that. He had told Alice that she was “splendid!”
Yes, let the marriage only take place and things might be all right, but
Sir Richard must not know.
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