Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
The rest of the company seemed suddenly to have disappeared; Maradick
and Tony had gone out together, Lady Gale and Alice, followed by Sir
Richard and Lester, had vanished through another door; only Mrs.
Lawrence remained, working rather dismally at a small square piece of
silk that was on some distant occasion to be christened a table-centre.
Mrs. Maradick sometimes walked on her heels to increase her height; she
did so now, but her knees were trembling and she had a curious feeling
that the smile on her face was fixed there and that it would never come
off, she would smile like that always.
As she came towards the table where Mrs. Lester was another strange
sensation came to her. It was that she would like to strangle Mrs.
Lester.
As she smiled at her across the table her hands were, in imagination,
stretching with long twisting fingers and encircling Mrs. Lester’s neck.
She saw the exact spot; she could see the little blue marks that her
fingers would leave. She could see Mrs. Lester’s head twisted to one
side and hanging in a stupid, silly way over her shoulder. She would
draw her fingers very slowly away, because they would be reluctant to
let go. Of course it was a very stupid, primitive feeling, because
ladies that lived in Epsom didn’t strangle other ladies, and there were
the girls to be thought of, and it wouldn’t really do at all. And so
Mrs. Maradick sat down.
“It is quite cool,” she said as she brought out her work, “and after
such a hot day, too.”
Mrs. Lester enjoyed the situation very much. She knew quite well that
Maradick had been watching her anxiously all the afternoon. She knew
that he was waiting to see what she was going to do about yesterday. She
had not been quite sure herself at first. In fact, directly after he had
left her she had been furiously angry; and then she had been frightened
and had gone to find Fred, and then had cried in her bedroom for half an
hour. And then she had dried her eyes and had put on her prettiest dress
and had come down to dinner intending to be very stiff and stately
towards him. But he had not been there; no one had known where he was.
Mrs. Maradick had more or less conveyed that Mrs. Lester could say if
she wanted to, but of course she wouldn’t.
However, she really didn’t know. The evening was stupid, tiresome, and
very long. As the hours passed memories grew stronger. No one had ever
held her like that before. She had never known such strength. She was
crushed, gasping. There was a man! And after all, it didn’t matter;
there was nothing _wrong_ in _that_. Of course he oughtn’t to have done
it. It was very presumptuous and violent; but then that was just like
the man.
It was the kind of thing that he did, the kind of thing, after all, that
he was meant to do! In the Middle Ages, of course, would have been his
time. She pictured him with some beautiful maiden swung across the
crupper, and the husband, fist in air but impotent—that was the kind of
man.
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