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And then suddenly it came from the other side, fierce, hot, wild, so
that his heart began to beat furiously, his eyes were dim. He only saw
her, all the rest of the world was swept away. They should have this one
adventure, they _must_ have their one adventure. After all they were no
longer children. They had neither of them known what life was before;
let them live it now, their great experience. If they missed it now they
would regret it all their lives. They would look back on the things that
they might have done, the things that they might have known, and see
that they had passed it all simply because they had not been brave
enough, because they had been afraid of convention, of old musty laws
that had been made thousands of years ago for other people, people far
less civilised, people who needed rules. And then the thought of her
grew upon him—details, the sense of holding her, keeping her; and then,
for an instant, he was primitive, wild, so that he would have done
anything to seize her in the face of all the world.
But it passed; the spirit left him, and again he was miserable,
wretched, penitent. He was that sort of man, a traitor to his wife, to
his friends, to everything that was decent. He was walking furiously,
his hair was blown by the wind, his eyes stared in front of him, and the
early dusk of a grey day began to creep about his feet.
It all came to this. Was there one ethical code for the world, or must
individuals make each their law for their individual case?
There were certain obvious things, such as doing harm to your
neighbours, lying, cruelty, that was bad for the community and so must
be forbidden to the individual; but take an instance of something in
which you harmed no one, did indeed harm yourself by denying it, was
that a sin even if the general law forbade it? What were a man’s
instincts for? Why was he placed so carefully in the midst of his
wonderful adventurous life if he were forbidden to know anything of it?
Why these mists? This line of marble foam far below him? This hard black
edge of the rocks against the sky? It was all strong, remorseless,
inevitable; and he by this namby-pamby kind of virtue was going contrary
to nature.
He let the wind beat about his face as he watched the mists in great
waves and with encircling arms sweep about the cove. There came to him
as he watched, suddenly, some lines from end of “To Paradise.” He could
not remember them exactly, but they had been something like this:
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