Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
And then, on top of it all, came an overwhelming sensation of weariness.
He went tottering up the hill with his eyes almost closed. Tired! He had
never felt so tired in his life before. He was already indifferent to
everything that had happened. If only he might just lie down for a
minute and close his eyes; if only he hadn’t got this horrible hill to
climb! It would be easier to lie down there in the hedge somewhere and
go to sleep. He considered the advisability of doing so. He really did
not care what happened to him. And then the thought came to him that
Morelli was coming up the hill after him; Morelli was waiting probably
until he _did_ fall asleep, and then he would be upon him. Those fingers
would steal about his body again, there would be that biting pain. He
struggled along. No, he must not stop.
At last he was in the hotel garden. He could hear voices and laughter
from behind closed doors, but there seemed to be no one in the hall. He
stumbled up the stairs to his room and met no one on the way. His bath
seemed to him the most wonderful thing that he had ever had. It was
steaming hot, and he lay absolutely motionless with his eyes closed
letting his brain very slowly settle itself. It was like a coloured
puzzle that had been shaken to pieces and scattered; now, of their own
initiative, all the little squares and corners seemed to come together
again. He was able to think sanely and soberly once more, and, above
all, that terrible sensation of having about him something unreal was
leaving him. He began to smile now at the things that he had imagined
about Morelli. The man had been angry at his helping Janet to run
away—that was natural enough; he was, of course, hot-tempered—that was
the foreign blood in him. Thank God, the world wasn’t an odd place
really. One fancied things, of course, when one was run down or excited,
but those silly ideas didn’t last long if a man was sensible.
He found that the damage wasn’t very serious. There were bruises, of
course, and nasty scratches, but it didn’t amount to very much. As he
climbed out of the bath, and stretched his limbs and felt the muscles of
his arms, he was conscious of an enormous relief. It was all over; he
was right again once more. And then suddenly in a flash he remembered
Mrs. Lester.
Well, that was over, of course. But to-night was Thursday. He had
promised to see her. He must have one last talk, just to tell her that
there must be nothing more of the kind. As he slowly dressed, delighting
in the cool of clean linen, he tried to imagine what he would say; but
he was tired, so dreadfully tired! He couldn’t think; he really couldn’t
see her to-night. Besides, it was most absolutely over, all of it. He
had gone through it all in the church that afternoon. He belonged to his
wife now, altogether; he was going to show her what he could be now that
he understood everything so much better; and she was going to try too,
she had promised him in that funny way the other night.
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