Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
“I know,” she said eagerly. “That’s just it; if Fred did care like that,
oh dear, how wonderful it would be! But he doesn’t. I don’t really exist
for him at all. He thinks so much about his books and the people in them
that real people aren’t there. At first I thought that I could help him
with his work, read to him and discuss it with him; and I know that
there were a lot of grammatical mistakes, but he wouldn’t let me do
anything. He shut me out. I was no use to him at all.”
She clenched her hands and frowned. As a matter of fact she got on with
him very well, but they had quarrelled that morning, over nothing at
all, of course. And then it made things more exciting if you thought
that you hated your husband, and Mr. Maradick was a fine-looking man.
And he thought how young she was and what a dreary stretch of years was
before her. He knew what his own married life had been: fifteen years of
disillusion and misunderstanding and sullen silence.
“I am so sorry,” he said, and he looked at her very sympathetically. “I
can understand a little how hard it is. We don’t all of us make lucky
shots, but then we have just got to grin and bear it; cold sort of
comfort, I know, and if it really does comfort you to feel that you have
a friend you may count on me.”
She liked his sympathy, the dear old strong thing! and at any rate she
would pull Fred pretty sharply out of his books for once. Captain
Stanton and Mr. Stapylton had had just that effect; she had never known
Fred so charming as he was after their final exit.
He looked down at her with a fatherly smile. “We’ll be friends,” he
said.
“It’s perfectly sweet of you,” she said, her voice trembling a little.
“I felt that you would understand. I cannot tell you how it has helped
me, this little talk of ours. Now I suppose we ought to be going back or
they’ll be wondering where we are.”
And he stood thanking God for a wonderful world. At last there were
people who wanted him, Tony and Mrs. Lester; and at the same time he had
begun to see everything with new eyes. It was his view! They talked of
life being over at forty; why, it had never begun for him until now!
They walked back to the tent, and he talked to her gravely about helping
others and the real meaning of life. “He can,” she thought, “be most
awfully dull, but he’s a dear old thing.”
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