American fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction
David had drawn up to his place again. He held Vestalia’s hands in his
at this juncture, somehow, and the enchanted table narrowed itself until
there was no barrier of space between their lips.
The little kiss sweetened the air. The two, even while they exchanged a
glance of shy surprise, thought of it with reverence. They instinctively
gave to its contemplation a moment of tender silence.
“How shrewd you were in discerning my leaven of savagery,” he remarked
at last. “Or leaven? we’d better say principal ingredient!”
“I like you that way,” said Vestalia, quietly.
He smiled at her in dreamy incredulity. “I wonder if you do,” he mused.
“They say women do like men who beat them. The police courts seem to
support the idea. But there is a difficulty, you see. If you liked me
because I behaved badly to you, then I should dislike you on precisely
that account. So you mustn’t suggest approbation. No, I was very rude
and stupid, and I am profoundly ashamed of myself. I should be ashamed
to offer an excuse, too, if it were not just the one it is. I happen to
be head over heels in love with you, dear little lady.”
“And precisely what is that an excuse for?” demanded the girl, with a
fine show of ingenuous calm.
“For letting my luncheon get cold,” he replied, taking up his fork.
With the laughter of pleased children, they resumed the broken course of
the meal.
“It doesn’t begin to be as nice as _your_ breakfast,” she commented
after a little.
“I don’t think it is a day for things to eat,” he said, pushing the
plate aside. “I want to do nothing but just look at you--perhaps talk
a little--but hear you talk much more. I am conscious of an indefinite
hunger for the mere visual charm of you, sitting there opposite me. It
seems as if it would take years to satisfy that alone. Do you know that
you are very beautiful, dear, in your new clothes?”
She regarded his face with a keen, almost anxious glance, before she let
the softer look dominate her own. “I am going to hurry to tell you
where I got them,” she said. “They are the gift of my uncle--my father’s
brother. This was what I was beginning to explain when--when you got so
unhappy.”
“Yes--that is the merciful word--unhappy,” he assented, with gratitude.
“I have been deeply out of sorts--mentally--since I lost you that night.
There is a special devil inside of me, Vestalia, who sometimes lies low
for long periods, and hardly reminds me of his existence, but since last
Thursday he has been out on the war-path, night and day. My nerves are
stretched like fiddle-strings, just with the effort of holding him.
The sight of you is death to him, dear. He is gone now--clean out of
existence. And while you stay, he won’t return. But the wretch has left
me tired and a little tremulous. I want to rest myself by just looking
at you.”
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